Citlalli
Member
- Joined
- May 25, 2007
- Messages
- 27
- Reason
- CALS
- Country
- Mexico
- State
- Morelos
- City
- Tepoztlan
Hi all... I've been away for a while. Things have gotten more complicated here. My husband Andres has had a very fast energy loss in the past month along with taking the decision of letting go of eating through his mouth. He has a feeding tube but he would have a little juice or chocolate milk, which took about 2 hours.
This week he is feeling exhausted and has been staying in bed most of the day ( for the first time since this started 6 years ago.
I read a post about shallow breathing, he has that and finds it difficcult breathing at night, and also during the day. He is not on bi pap and does not want one. He was at 30% a couple months ago. We have been in intense spiritual preparation for his journey and are now deepening our retreat and dedication. I guess I want to know what could happen, will he stop breathing in the middle of his sleep? Have we run out of time?is this the end? I know one can never know what to expect...
I don't even think I know what I am asking here maybe I just need to connect. I get scared that I wont be aware of his passing or that it could happen suddenly like right now while I am at the computer or doing whatever thinking he is OK.
What will be will be... but we do get so attatched to things happening like we want them to. Even death.
Thanks for listening
This week he is feeling exhausted and has been staying in bed most of the day ( for the first time since this started 6 years ago.
I read a post about shallow breathing, he has that and finds it difficcult breathing at night, and also during the day. He is not on bi pap and does not want one. He was at 30% a couple months ago. We have been in intense spiritual preparation for his journey and are now deepening our retreat and dedication. I guess I want to know what could happen, will he stop breathing in the middle of his sleep? Have we run out of time?is this the end? I know one can never know what to expect...
I don't even think I know what I am asking here maybe I just need to connect. I get scared that I wont be aware of his passing or that it could happen suddenly like right now while I am at the computer or doing whatever thinking he is OK.
What will be will be... but we do get so attatched to things happening like we want them to. Even death.
Thanks for listening