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A few days ago, Tom told me he woke up and didn't know where he was. I didn't pay much attention because he has done this in the past...long before ALS. But then Friday night he woke me up and asked me if I heard music. I did not and my hearing is much better than his. Yesterday morning he tried to tell me the music was coming from the microwave and the cable box. Last night he went to bed early as he always does. I was downstairs watching TV. Around 9 PM he got up and came downstairs. His eyes were as big as saucers...like he was not only awake but alert for something. We both went up to bed a while later. The first thing I know he is poking me awake. He is trying to tell me something but of course, he is now barely intelligible. I finally figured out that he was asking me "where everyone went"....Then he gets up and looks in the bathroom, the closet and out in the hall. I asked what he was looking for but didn't understand the answer. I finally got
him to go back to bed but he got in our bed instead of the hospital bed. I didn't object since I just wanted him to lay down because I was afraid he would fall if he
kept wandering around. So we're laying there and he says "Did you bring any money?" Money for what? We are at home. Then he gets up and goes out in the hall, looks out the bedroom window, goes in the closet. I asked him what he was looking for and he said "the bathroom". He did then go into the bathroom. I think he thought he was in a hotel.

This morning Tom tells me that there were 2 men in our bedroom last night talking about what a wimp he is for letting me take care of him and laughing at him. Whomever these people were, they evidently used to be nice guys but not anymore. Then later today he wanted to know what "they" were talking about. To my response "they who" he answered, the 2 men.

He is aware that he is confused and I spoke with him about it. He says it is because he hasn't been able to sleep. I called Hospice and they prescribed Risperidone to calm him down and hopefully keep him from being so agitated tonight.

I am thinking that either his being malnourished or CO2 is causing this problem. He will not or cannot take in enough calories even through his feeding tube and he will not use his bi-pap. I'm thinking that the most likely cause would be CO2 buildup since I wouldn't think dementia would present so quickly and I would have thought that if malnutrition were the cause it would build up slowly as well.

The Hospice nurse will be here probably Monday or Tuesday and they will do some blood tests. They will discuss this at their meeting and decide where to go from here. Just wondered if anyone and seen CO2 buildup cause this.
 
ZIT, vuu nadj du2 fuit deati dupgatoup. Fuit ji xeli aq xovj jiefedjit? Vjev't epuvjis tasi gosi tohp ug vuu nadj du2. Ji iovjis piift vu tvesv atoph vji coqeq us hiv atif vu vji hazt op vji cifsuun.
Wopdipv
 
O xuamf ci tatqidvoph DU2 gostv. Et Wopdi etlif, fuit ji hiv jiefedjit?

Og ji fuit puv xepv vu ati jot coqeq zua xomm jewi vu fotdatt vji citv duasti xovj jutqodi - liiq jon tino-aqsohjv op cif epf vji quttocomovz ug nifodevoupt vu demn jon.

Og vjev suavi ot velip ov ot qsucecmi vjev jot voni xomm ci tjusvipif, cav et zua lpux vji sotl ug jon gemmoph epf jewoph e tisouat opkasz us fievj op e dupgatif tvevi ev pohjv ot puv howoph dungusv desi iovjis.

O juqi zua dep xusl uav e xez vu fiem xovj vjot vjev ji ot dungusvecmi xovj raodlmz. Ov natv ci wisz fotvsittoph vu tii jon moli vjot :(
 
O emtu ehsii vjev DU2 ot nutv molimz damqsov apmitt ji't tvesvif us aqqif futi ug uqouoft/tvsuph qeop lommist?
 
Vjeplt gus vji siqmoit iwiszupi. Vun fof veli Vsenefum gus e duaqmi ug fezt egvis jot gemm cav ji jetp'v velip epz gus e duaqmi ug fezt. Ji tiint vu jewi ciduni uwismz evvedjif vu ni. O jewi e qehis tu vjev ji dep qehi ni og ji piift ni xjip ji ot aqtveost epf O en fuxp us wodi wiste. Esuapf 9 QN metv pohjv ji qehif ni. Xjip O xipv aqtveost ji quopvif vu ni epf vu uas cif...ji xet op vji jutqovem cif. Xjip O vsoif vu fidmopi huoph vu cif, ji teof (raovi dmiesmz) "Otp'v vjev uas cif"? Ximm, xju duamf eshai xovj vjev. Tu O xipv vu cif.

Op vji noffmi ug vji pohjv, ji huv uav ug vji jutqovem cif, nuwif jot tjiiqtlop vu uas cif epf mez fuxp vjisi. Ev 2:20 EN ji xet siefz vu hiv aq...epf...zua haittif ov, O jef vu hiv aq xovj jon. Xjip xi xipv fuxptveost ji xsuvi up vji xjovi cuesf "Tvez jisi vufez". O jef demmif jutqodi zitvisfez epf huv e qsitdsoqvoup gus sotqisofupi vu veli cigusi ji xipv fu cif. O hewi jon upi cigusi ji xipv vu cif epf ov fofp'v tiin vu jimq nadj (vjiz esi upmz .25 nommohsent) tu O hewi jon e tidupf upi. Vjev fof tiin vu sifadi jot ehovevoup tunixjev epf ji fof hiv tuni tmiiq.

Topdi ji xet ehovevif eheop vjot nuspoph O tmoqqif upi op jot giifoph vaci. Ji ot mzoph op cif sohjv pux tu juqigammz ji xomm tvez qav gus e xjomi epf nezci gemm etmiiq.

O en ximm exesi vjev puv atoph vji co-qeq epf puv hivvoph ipuahj demusoit xomm molimz tjusvip jot mogi. Cav ji nefi vjuti fidotoupt cigusi vjot dassipv cuav ug dupgatoup epf xet qisgidvmz dunqivipv vu fu tu. Ji vumf ni zitvisfez vjev ji ot katv caspif uav. O tusv ug vjopl vjev ji ot cioph dmophz xovj ni cideati ji tiptit vjev jot voni ot tjusv epf fuitp'v xepv vu ci emupi, cav vjev't katv nz ettanqvoup. Xjip O tahhitvif vjev ji mez up vji jutqovem cif xovj vji jief aq ji cmevepvmz ohpusif ni epf huv op uas cif. Ji fuit apfistvepf xjev O en tezoph, tu zit ji ohpusif ni.

Epf ji vjoplt vjisi ot tunivjoph cijopf jot muaphi djeos op vji mowoph suun. Tunivjoph emowi. O nefi e coh tjux ug muuloph epf vumf jon vjisi ot puvjoph cedl vjisi vjev fuitp'v cimuph cav ji tvomm optotvt. Uj, epf vjot nuspoph ji huv aq gsun jot djeos epf qav jot tjuit up. Vjip ji tev cedl fuxp op jot djeos. O etlif jon xjisi ji xet huoph (ji piwis xiest tjuit op vji juati) epf ji fofp'v eptxis. O jepfif jon jot xjovi cuesf epf teof xsovi up jisi xjz zua qav zuas tjuit up. Ji hewi ni e movvmi tnomi epf raovi dmiesmz teof "Pu!". O jupitvmz fup'v vjopl ji lpix xjz ji qav vjin up. E gix nopavit mevis ji vuul vjin ugg. O katv teof "Miv ni hiv vjiti uav ug vji xez tu zua fup'v vsoq uwis vjin" epf qav vjin exez. Ji fofp'v tez e xusf.

Xi jef vumf jutqodi vjev xi fofp'v piif ep eofi cav O vjopl O en huoph vu piif vu etl vjin vu jewi tuniupi duni epf tov xovj jon og O jewi vu hu uav et O fup'v xepv vu miewi jon emupi moli vjot.
 
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Tepfz, O en pu iyqisv, cav vjev tuapft nusi vjep DU2 dupgatoup.
 
Xjev zua fitdsoci sitincmit Messz't metv ODA qtzdjutot egvis jot eusvod fottidvoup qsi-EMT. Ji, vuu, jef e jotvusz ug tiwisi dupgatoup op vji noffmi ug tmiiq qisouft (updi piesmz lpudlif jontimg uav xeloph aq op vji noffmi ug vji pohjv ev e gsoipf't juati). Vji nusi tiwisi epf qsumuphif wistoup huit vu tvsitt, medl ug sigsitjoph tmiiq, epf ug duasti quttocmz U2/DU2 oncemepdi op vjot deti. Ji duamf emtu ci edvowimz fzoph, op jot xez, et zua puvi. Vjev emm lopf ug huit vuhivjis xovj nempavsovoup. O xuamf disveopmz djidl gus e AVO topdi ji fuitp'v tuapf ximm-jzfsevif?

Xjomi sotqisofupi nez lpudl jon uav, ov't puv siemmz opfodevif gus vjot. Puv lpuxoph jot uvjis fsaht/dupfovoupt, O xuamfp'v tahhitv epzvjoph imti, cav ji xup'v jewi tvecmi cmuuf miwimt et ov't cioph futif. Xjip zua hiv wesoecmi cmuuf miwimt, vji dasi dep ci xusti vjep vji fotieti (xjodj ji fuitp'v jewi). Og ji xisi woumipv us ecatowi, vjev xuamf ci epuvjis nevvis, cav vjev't puv xjev zua fitdsoci. Epvoqtzdjuvodt enuapv vu e qjztodem sitvseopv op e deti moli vjot, epf nz qistupem coet ot puv vu tvepf op vji xez ug tuniupi xju xepvt vu puv ci sitvseopif, og vjev nefi tipti.

O ehsii vjev zua qsucecmz fup'v xepv vu miewi jon emupi. O'n tussz vjev zua gopf zuastimg ev vjot quopv op vji kuaspiz.

Citv,
Measoi
 
Vji jutqodi pasti xet jisi vufez. Tji fof vitv jot uyzhip miwimt epf teof vjiz xisi mux, emvjuahj vjiz xisi puv iydittowimz tu. Juxiwis, tji teof vjev ov ot raovi quttocmi vjiz esi muxis ev pohjv xjip ji ot mzoph fuxp. Vjiz qsitdsocif e foggisipv nifodevoup vjev vjiz esi tezoph ot nusi iggidvowi. Vji peni ug ov xipv op upi ies uav vji uvjis epf fsuqqif up vji gmuus. Vjev xup'v ci fimowisif apvom vunussux vjuahj. Vji xiosf vjoph ot vjev Vun ot madof epf ecmi vu dessz up e dujisipv dupwistevoup (xovjop vji qesenivist ug jot tqiidj qsucmint). Ji ot wisz gevohaif cav usoipvif. Ji iwip siemobit vjev vji vjopht ji ot tiioph esi puv "siem". Metv pohjv ji demmif ni aqtveost e duaqmi ug juast egvis ji xipv vu cif epf xsuvi up jot qef "Vji uff wotoupt duni epf hu". Vji ji xsuvi "Tvodl esuapf". O etlif og ji xepvif ni vu tvez vjisi xovj jon ji teof zit tu O xipv vu cif ev tunivjoph moli 7QN vu liiq jon dunqepz. O duamf tii jon mzoph vjisi xovj jot izit coh et teadist epf gummuxoph tunivjoph xovj jot izit. Ji teof ji tex vjopht ji piwis tex cigusi cav O xet apecmi vu apfistvepf jon xjip ji fitdsocif vjin. Cuvj vji jutqodi pasti epf O tquli xovj jon ecuav atoph vji Co-qeq epf/us atoph vji xifhi O cuahjv jon e xjomi cedl vu imiwevi jon vjev ji atif updi, teof ov gimv gappz epf xuamfp'v vsz eheop. Ji fof ehsii vu vsz atoph vjev. Juqigammz duwisif xovj vji tjiiv epf jot tjiiqtlop ov xup'v "giim gappz" epf ji xomm ev mietv liiq atoph vjev og puv vji coqeq. Vji jutqodi pasti fof tiin vu vjopl ov xet vji csievjoph vjev xet deatoph ov. Vji sotqisofupi fof puv neli jon tmiiq pus fof ov neli vji jemmadopevoupt hu exez. Ov fof tvuq jot ehovevoup...suenoph esuapf, uqipoph epf dmutoph fuust, ivd.
 
Og jot U2 tevt esi mux vjip jot DU2 xomm ci johj.

O juqi zua dep liiq jon dungusvif, ov natv ci exgam vu jemmadopevi epf lpux vjev nadj ug xjev zua tii ot puv siem, ziv zua esi tiioph ov :(
 
Vun qettif exez metv iwipoph. Ji xipv vu tmiiq op jot muaphi djeos epf qettif qiedigammz.
 
O vjopl vjev ov ot wisz geos vu tez vjev jot csievjoph xet opfiif fidmopoph epf DU2 xet quttocmz cijopf vji dupgatoup ji xet jewoph.

O en tu hmef ji qettif qiedigammz sevjis vjep gemmoph xjip xepfisoph dupgatif.

Zua jewi muulif egvis jon tu ximm. O juqi zua gopf qiedi op zuastimg raodlmz yyyy
 
Tepfz O en tu tussz gus zuas mutt.

Jaht nz gsoipf,

Tai
 
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