Hi Felix,
Just checking in. Were you able to get a nurse or OT in to help explain things to the attendants?
My PALS also suffers from anxiety. He's on Clonazepam and Lorazepam to help control things now and was also on Diazepam when things were really bad. His hits worst when his routine changes, new meds, new equipment, new processes or procedures, new people working with him. His anxiety feeds his spasticity, which feeds his pain, which feeds his anxiety. A vicious circle.
He's not in denial but refuses to talk about things, very disengaged. If one person says "No, I don't think this is necessary", that's all it takes. It's how he ended up backing out of his peg procedure. Ironically, it's also how he ended up backing out of the anxiety clinic. One doctor told him no, so everyone else was wrong.
There are a couple of things that work to mitigate his anxiety.
Information in small doses. Everything is introduced as an option, something to consider. Pros and cons discussed if he asks questions. Stopping when he starts to get agitated. Revisiting it over and over and over until he's comfortable.
Equipment introduced but not pushed on him. We had an OT in on several occasions doing safety assessments. Everything from wheelchair recommendations to cutlery with built up handles for easier gripping when he was eating. No talk of ALS or progression, just plain and simple recommendations for safety after she had watched him go about his daily routine. We had equipment for months before he would use some of it. It gave him time to get used to it, it became part of the new landscape. It was funny how different his reaction was to a safety recommendation as opposed to a discussion of needing things because of ALS progression.
The hardest thing for me has been no means no. Not pushing him to do things I think he should do. It's his life, his choice, his comfort. Me biting my tongue and accepting things.
If your mother and siblings are in denial, maybe a slight change in focus will help them accept the changes a little easier.
Paul