Toto's Dorothy
Very helpful member
- Joined
- Jan 31, 2012
- Messages
- 1,033
- Diagnosis
- 11/2008
- Country
- US
- State
- Kansas
- City
- Emerald
Today I was listening to Browning's and John Lennon's "Grow Old Along With Me". Tears flowing down my face. And I realized...
I'm tired. Tired of the suffering, the misery, the loss. Isn't what this song is supposed to be for everyone? Why do we have to have children suffering from cancer? Young spouses losing the loves of their lives? Children losing their Moms and Dads way before their time? Parents burying their children? Its all senseless.
I know life isn't fair, me of all people know that. But for once, can anyone please help me with the reasoning? I'm just not getting it right now!
I'm sorry, I don't normally rant, this has just been a very teary tissue filled weekend.
My love to all,
I'm tired. Tired of the suffering, the misery, the loss. Isn't what this song is supposed to be for everyone? Why do we have to have children suffering from cancer? Young spouses losing the loves of their lives? Children losing their Moms and Dads way before their time? Parents burying their children? Its all senseless.
I know life isn't fair, me of all people know that. But for once, can anyone please help me with the reasoning? I'm just not getting it right now!
I'm sorry, I don't normally rant, this has just been a very teary tissue filled weekend.
My love to all,