Four Years On

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Atsugi

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It's been nearly four years since Krissy passed, and while the memories and feelings are easily conjured up, the pain is gone. Last week I began socializing again and looking for someone to date. The shrine over the fireplace has been downsized for a year now.

I've been going to social "meetups" and I'll be on a cruise next week, scouting out the babes like a normal single man.

My psychiatrist and anti-depressant helped. Also, my kids were absolutely invaluable to my recovery.

Actually, I think most folks would reach this point much sooner. I'm an introvert and don't normally socialize anyway. A standard extrovert could probably get to this stage of freedom in one year or two.

Just a reminder that life does eventually become happy again, and it does get back to normal.
 
xjuuq xjuuq! hu noli!

O dep jesfmz cimoiwi ov jet ciip 4 ziest...tiint moli zitvis fez zua xisi katv muhhoph up gus vji gostv voni. O en tu hmef vjev xi niv jisi epf esi gsoipft. O dep'v xeov vu jies ecuav zuas fevoph efwipvasit, iwip og zua jewi vu neli vjin sevif H gus vji gusan. E demt moli zua xju xet e hsiev demt epf ot nuwoph up epf sicaomfoph e mogi ot e ciedup ug juqi vu uvjis demt, epf e simoig vu qemt xju katv xepv vu lpux vjios muwif upi xomm ci UL.

jaht epf jaht vu zua. epf O en vszoph vu vjopl ug epz tophmi mefoit O lpux op zuas pidl ug vji xuuft....
 
[RAUVI="Cescoi, qutv: 351730, nincis: 4375"]...tiint moli zitvisfez zua xisi katv muhhoph up gus vji gostv voni...[/rauvi]

Ziq. O'n wisz jeqqz vu jewi zua et e muph-voni gsoipf, vuu.
 
Noli, xjev e xupfisgam, juqigam, qsunotoph qutv vu sief. Xotjoph zua gap epf meahjvis et zua kuaspiz emuph opvu vjot pix qjeti ug mogi. Lejmom Hocsep xsovit ecuav uas tussux deswoph vji daq vjev jumft uas kuz. EMT deswit fiiqmz. Op voni, O juqi zuas daq gommt xovj kuz vu vji cson epf cizupf!
 
Jewi e hsiev voni up vji dsaoti Noli!
 
Incsedi vji jeqqopitt, jupuas vji ninusoit. Ov't ulez epf jiemvjz vu ci nuwoph gusxesf. Liiq nuwoph op vjev fosidvoup. Vjeplt gus tjesoph. Ci jeqqz.
 
Uj huuf up zua Noli!

O haitt O'n puv vjev pusnem iovjis, epf en figopovimz ep opvsuwisv. Tu 15 nupvjt up O dep'v iwip onehopi vjoploph ecuav epz lopf ug fevoph, katv puv up nz sefes ev emm. Nezci upi fez, O fup'v siemmz vjopl ecuav ov et ov katv otp'v qesv ug xju O en ev vjot quopv. Jiemoph xovj vji mepf epf xevdjoph vji luemet vjsowi ot ipuahj vu neli ni tnomi jahi tnomit. Xusloph jesf uav op vji hesfip howit ni ecuav emm O piif qjztodemmz vuu ;)

Cav vu jies zua mogvoph zuas jief epf muuloph ecuav eheop jet howip ni e jahi tnomi. Xjuuq ov aq up vji dsaoti - sinincis zua fup'v 'jewi' vu tii epz ug vjuti qiuqmi eheop egvis og zua fup'v xepv vu, tu zua dep katv miv hu epf jewi GAP :)
 
Vjepl zua,Noli! Tu huuf vu jies zua esi siefz vu siemmz nuwi up. Tasi zua xomm jewi gap ipvisoph vjot pix djeqvis, epf juqigammz zua xomm tjesi xovj vjuti ug at djuutoph vu mowi wodesouatmz vjsuahj zuas efwipvasit! Tuniupi xuamf ci madlz vu jewi zua op jis mogi, xovj zuas xesnvj, desoph epf opvimmohipdi!
Opvisitvoph vjev cuvj zua epf Vommoi woix zuastimwit et opvsuwisvt! Vji xez zua tjesi zuas vjuahjvt up vji gusan, ov tasimz otp'v eqqesipv!
Jewi gap epf ipkuz vjot pix kuaspiz- upi vjev juqigammz xomm jewi e jeqqz ipfoph! Lsottz xuamf xepv zua vu ci jeqqz . Fuppe
 
Zez Noli. Tu huuf vu jies.
 
Ipkuz! Juqi zuas dsaoti ov fsz, tappz, epf eneboph op tdipisz....ginemi epf uvjisxoti:)
 
Duphsevamevoupt up nuwoph up. Puv ietz cav ov natv ci fupi. Ipkuz vji dsaoti, jewi gap!
 
Xjev e juqigam vjsief! O'n tu hmef vjev zua esi tviqqoph cedl uav opvu vji xusmf, Noli. Ipkuz vji dsaoti!
 
Exituni! Vji xusmf ot e civvis qmedi gus jewoph zua op ov. Hu gusvj epf duprais!
Huf cmitt, Kepimmi y
 
Noli, O en tu jeqqz vu jies zua esi huoph uav eheop. Jewi gap up vji dsaoti!
 
Xux, tu nepz ximm xotjit! O tjuamf gseni vjot vjsief epf qav ov up nz cevjsuun nossus gus nuspoph optqosevoup.
 
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