I know this isn't funny but, Freddie used to say that all the Rock and Roll, groupies and drugs. He always wasn't one of the most faithful guys, you know the groupies and etc. etc. etc. I myself NEVER put up with B.S. I used to be Freddies manager for about ten years before we got married, we married after he had become ill, lived together for about 6 years. I had known him for many years before.But sometimes he wonders what if I wouldn't of done all those things I did. I have reassured him that God has forgiven him and his slate is clean.... I know that our God is loving and sometimes we all go through things for reasons that we will never understand....I have truly helped him to come back to the reality of this life without something to stand behind. That damn guitar! But boy could he play, He has told me "you really love me naked" I laughed and asked him "what" He says that he feels naked without his guitar, I really do feel that he thought that guitar, made him someone and really he has always been there all the time. He has learned to find himself, he relates alot to quadbliss...he loves to hear about him..I think quad has hit the nail on the head about this whole reason we all communicate to each other, the horrid ALS! He has taken a positive and turned it into a different prospective, thank you quadbliss!And how I hate this disease, I knew that in time even if my husband didn't have to learn to use his gift in a different way now, he still would of learned to love himself as he would say naked. I myself have always been very spiritual, taught Sunday School and all that I needed to do to raise my family, we truly were magnets, that attracted through music.
I do not believe that bad things happen to bad people, I believe things just happen!
Still trying to stay strong, prayer helps me!