I joined this community to search for answers, and that was all I wanted, answers to what was going on with me. I did not ask to be diagnosed. I assumed this group had a large body of knowledge of their own signs and symptoms, and would simply say no that is not familiar, or you might want to check out... because they have good info. Instead I was treated like I was causing trouble and that I needed to be put in my place.
I asked questions because I have weakness, cramps, fasciculations, areflexia...all symptoms of a lower motor neuron syndrome. I never said I had ALS, I said I was told I had an axonal polyneuropathy and after years of asking and testing I still don't have a proper diagnosis. I felt bullied, and no matter how I tried to make amends, seems like I was labeled a trouble maker. There were a few who tried to act diplomatically, and I am thankful.
So then I decided that I would find posts published by those who said this, that, and the other thing. What I found is that people who said my symptoms did not fit motor neuron disease, told other people that wrote in the exact opposite, Same symptoms, opposite responses. I even had a post from a someone say that I was incapable of understanding medical literature. Other posts by this person were just a rude. I assume he finds it humorous.
So even though I do not understand the literature, there are people posting on this site who do not understand the basic principles of neuropathy. ALS causes nerve damage, the axons do die back: people with lower motor symptoms do have cramps, fatigue, weakness, areflexia, and fasciculations. The last thing to happen when the nerves completely die back will be wasting, that is when a person can no longer stand, move a hand, or breathe.
I come back to this web site now and then to see if it changes with time. It hasn't really.