The posts aren't uncaring - the concern is for your sister and her husband, though. You are a nurse. You understand what this illness is. You are trained to help family members cope with the illness of a loved one. You are writing to CALS and PALS - people who deal with disease 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 365 days a year. In most cases, we have absolutely no medical background, no training in dealing with the ravages of this disease. Most of our family members and helpers have no medical background. Initially, many of my husband's friends and family were apprehensive when visiting and helping. They quickly moved past that. If your brother in law has been battling this disease for over a year and you still are apprehensive about seeing him, don't you think he feels it? I'm just stunned that you've been unable to work this out sooner.