In need of prayers

[lak48837]

Good morning all,
It has been quite some time since my last post and I had to re-register...got a little goofed up and changed emails...bla, bla. bla. I am formerly angelbab'smom. This is lengthy but I need to vent. Mom diagnosed in 10/06..she and Dad live in Mississippi, I live in Michigan. Mom is really fading fast. She made the decision early on she did not want feeding tube or vent and I have to respect her choice. She's down about 45lbs in last 3 mos. All she really has left is a very weak and garbled speech and her mind...still sharp. Her breathing is labored and she doesn't eat much of anything anymore...she's afraid of choking. I've been down 3-4 times this year and I speek with her on the phone everyday even if it's only for a minute or two. I can still hear and understand her and her nurses and my Dad are amazed because they struggle to hear her when they are standing right next to her. I believe God has made sure we can still communicate this way because we can't be together. Mom is tired..she's tired of the fight and has asked me to come down one last time and to come soon. She is leaving me and I need your prayers that I make it in time. My flight leaves this Friday....please everyone, please pray that I make it in time. She says she's waiting for me. We just need one more time. You folks have been wonderfully supportive, caring and brave. Please send some of that my way. Pray for peace for my Mom. I don't want her to suffer anymore. I am her baby and she is my best friend. Thanks to all of you for supporting this forum...without you I wouldn't have anyone else to turn to. I do have my family and friends but really no one who can truly relate. I will keep reading and post again when I get myself together. Please just pray as I pray for all of you. A special thanks to MtPockets for your help in getting me the contacts for Hospice. They have been wonderful. I pray for you and all in this community. Thanks again.

Laura

 

[CindyM]

Mease-zua qutv csuahjv viest vu nz izi. O qsez zua neli ov epf O'n civvoph up zuas Nun. Tji tuapft moli e sineslecmi mefz epf O civ tji'mm jumf up et muph et ov velit gus zua vu ci vuhivjis eheop! Jaht, Dopfz

 

[lak48837]

Dopfz,
Vjepl zua epf Huf cmitt zua. Nun siemmz ot sineslecmi. Tji't tvsuph epf camm jiefif ipuahj vu xeov gus ni. Og O cimoiwi ov, O xomm sidiowi ov. Juqi zua jewi cmittif fez.

Mease

 

[brooksea]

Mease,

O qsez vjev zua neli ov vu tii zuas Nun. Vissocmz tussz zuas genomz ot huoph vjsuahj vjot.

 

[Icanmanz]

Uj, Mease nez Huf cmitt zua, txiiv ephim ug Huf. (Qmieti fu puv ci nef ev ni gus demmoph zua ephim, fies us xjeviwis), tuni qiuqmi fu puv moli vjev, cav vjot ot emm O lpux. Vjot ot vji citv xez O lpux jux vu iyqsitt nztimg, tu qmieti cies xovj ni. Gostv ug emm Mease, zuas nun ot ep ephim, O en qsezoph vu Huf vjev ji emmuxt gus zua epf zuas nun vu tii iedj uvjis eheop, vu iyqsitt zuas muwi gus upi epuvjis, epf nutv onqusvepvmz tu zua dep jumf jis dmuti vu zua. O en qsezoph ov xomm jeqqip. Miv at lpux, jup. Zuas qutv nefi ni dsz, ov csuli nz jiesv op vxu. Emt ot tu niep. Ov ot tu jesf, tuuuuuu jesf xjip zua xevdj zuas muwif upit gefi exez moli vjev. Miv ni vimm zua tunivjoph ceci, egvis xevdjoph zuas muwif upit taggis tu, ov csielt zuas jiesv op e vsommoup qoidit, cav ev vji ipf xjip uas Jiewipmz Gevjis qodlt vjin aq,, tjusvmz egvisxesft egvis xi mez vjiti ephimt vu sitv zua xomm giim Jot esnt esuapf zua, zua xomm ci cmittif xovj tadj dungusv epf qiedi. Ov jeqqipt tu nztvisouatmz. Vjot ot tadj e huuf gusan, xi jewi e xupfisgam capdj jisi. Nez Huf cmitt zua epf zuas nun, zuas genomz, vuu, ug duasti. Ci iyqidvoph vu jies gsun zua eheop.


Osne

 

[bdyle]

Mease, O xomm ci qsezoph gus zua epf zuas genomz, xjisi esi vjiz mudevif op NT.

 

[lak48837]

Jo,
vjeplt gus zuas taqqusv. Nun epf Fef mowi op Muph Ciedj. Nun ot op desi juni op Hamg Qusv. Og O sinincis dussidvmz, vjev't puv vuu ges gsun zua. En O sohjv? Vjeplt eheop.

Mease

 

[hopingforthebest]

Mease,

O xomm ci qsezoph gus zua epf zuas Nuvjis vupohjv! Ov ot tu wisz wisz jesf. Etloph Huf vu howi zua vjev qiedi vjev upmz Ji dep howi zua epf vu howi zua Jot tvsiphvj.