Denny
Member
- Joined
- Dec 13, 2011
- Messages
- 15
- Reason
- PALS
- Diagnosis
- 12/2011
- Country
- US
- State
- CA.
- City
- Southern
Well another night of broken sleep.Only to wake up to this monster ALS!
I wonder how I'm going to make some sort of life out of what I have left, I'm so depressed!
I know live in the moment!.Sitting around the house is such an adjustment for me, never was much of a reader. I need to be productive.Acccepting this big life change is killing me.
If it wasn't for the fact that I adore my wife and love my family there wouldn't be much to live for.
Sorry you guys for the downer post but I'm feeling it bad lately!I'm having a big pity party for myself.And I'm sort of just starting out on this ALS journey. I truly don't have a good outlook on all this! They say stay positive wow! thats a stretch for me.
I'm a thinker and I know you have a choice on how you want to think, positive or negative or maybe somewhere in between. But I can't think of much good about this disease and the future. What could anyone have done to deserve this.I need to get a grip my family has to look at me.I feel like less of a man ,wow this hurts!
I wonder how I'm going to make some sort of life out of what I have left, I'm so depressed!
I know live in the moment!.Sitting around the house is such an adjustment for me, never was much of a reader. I need to be productive.Acccepting this big life change is killing me.
If it wasn't for the fact that I adore my wife and love my family there wouldn't be much to live for.
Sorry you guys for the downer post but I'm feeling it bad lately!I'm having a big pity party for myself.And I'm sort of just starting out on this ALS journey. I truly don't have a good outlook on all this! They say stay positive wow! thats a stretch for me.
I'm a thinker and I know you have a choice on how you want to think, positive or negative or maybe somewhere in between. But I can't think of much good about this disease and the future. What could anyone have done to deserve this.I need to get a grip my family has to look at me.I feel like less of a man ,wow this hurts!