Thomas933
Active member
- Joined
- Dec 4, 2018
- Messages
- 91
- Reason
- CALS
- Diagnosis
- 12/2018
- Country
- Uni
- State
- RI
- City
- Providence
So, I'm having a pity party today -- I just feel bad for myself and sad. I know it will pass and I know it's normal but geesh, I just feel so bad for our sadness. I have a major project for work due in a few weeks and I need to just do it but I'm so overwhelmed and feeling sorry for myself. I'm letting go of as much as I can there is just a lot I need to do. I have 3 kids and a job and my hubby is doing as much a he can too. We are just in the weeds at the moment. I know you all get it. Everyone is helping as much as they can too -- it's just a reality slap moment.
I'm doing so much for everyone and I have so many wonderful people I can ask for help, I just wish that my pALS could help me more in these moments. He's really having a hard time and I can't bring this to him right now...I know I need to share the burden it just feels cruel at the moment. I feel alone. Again, I know you all get it and that's why I'm venting here -- I need to push through and I will but I am going to have a pity party first.
You are all invited.
I'm doing so much for everyone and I have so many wonderful people I can ask for help, I just wish that my pALS could help me more in these moments. He's really having a hard time and I can't bring this to him right now...I know I need to share the burden it just feels cruel at the moment. I feel alone. Again, I know you all get it and that's why I'm venting here -- I need to push through and I will but I am going to have a pity party first.
You are all invited.