new to group
Hello Everyone. I'm new to this group and I have to say I'm very glad to have found it. My mom was diagnosed with ALS September 1/04. She's had a hard time swallowing, she was always choking beit on water or her own spit. It was getting worse & worse as time progressed. Dr's finally diagnosed her with ALS. The shocker was her ALS has started in her lungs and esophogus (SP?), that's usually the last place ALS settles doesn't it?
Well it's been 9 months now, this loving lively vibrant woman has lost so many abilities it's heart breaking... she can no longer talk, she grunts, she can no longer eat, they placed a feeding tube in her last week, and two days ago they just fit her with a breathing operatus for her at night to help her lungs function properly.
I'm at a loss, I don't know what to do, she's two provinces away in Quebec, i live in Manitoba. I'm her only daughter, the youngest of the family and the only one that lives out of province. I feel so guilty for not being there for her.
We are so close to each other, just before she was diagnosed we went on a cruise together just the two of us and has a wonderful time... I look back at that time and can't believe she's how she is today. Oh how I miss my mom.
Thank you for reading I just needed to vent I guess.
My dad is being very supportive, taking care of her 24/7. My brothers do what they can too but a mom & daughter link is just not the same.