lovelyregina
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Hi all.
31, F, USA, 5'1, 140 lbs, Caucasian. Some smoking, drug, and alcohol use in the past but quit 10 + years ago except for the occasional glass of wine.
I have been having progressive and well-documented muscle weakness since March 2023 which is symmetrical and mostly proximal in legs, torso, arms, and neck. I also have a lot of widespread muscle twitching/cramping and unusual burning/squeezing sensations throughout body. As of September, the muscle twitching is notable in my diaphragm and ribs and I've also been extremely short of breath with high BP, requiring an ambulance trip to the ER. Lungs were clear so they sent me home with a referral to a pulmonary doctor who I have not seen yet. I use a cane to walk as of August due to weakness and have had a few minor falls. I am unable to fully wiggle the toes on my right foot.
A full medical workup has been completed-- there has literally not been a single flag in any of my bloodwork, 3 MRIS, or two EMGs other than very low levels of voltage gated potassium channel antibodies. I currently am prescribed Mestinon 60 MG 3x daily but seronegative myasthenia gravis has officially been ruled out by a specialist... it still works very well to manage my current symptoms.
History includes ASD, psychiatric issues, and seizures. Neurologic illness of all sorts runs in my family (Parkinsons, CJD, autism, seizures, stroke). Previously I was very physically fit and healthy-- ran a full marathon in 2019 and backpacked/worked out regularly. I have two masters degrees and a full-time job that I love very much.
Because of negative labs and complicated mental health history, my doctors are basically now dismissing my symptoms as psychosomatic, and this is in my medical record. I really want to believe them but it really just seems impossible now with the way things have been progressing. I am anxious (obviously) but not in any psychiatric distress. My physical therapists who I have been seeing for almost three months do not agree with the neurologist. They say that I have clinical weakness and cogwheeling which is a clear sign of neurologic insult.
Link to videos of muscle twitching attached. I can't understand why the EMGs didn't/couldn't pick this up and why no one seems concerned. Could it have been completed/interpreted incorrectly or at the wrong time? My muscles did not twitch once during the entire test even though it occurs at least every 10 minutes otherwise. This test seems to be the only thing that will differentiate between one hell of a conversion disorder or a completely devastating diagnosis.
Because of recent breathing issues, I am more desperate for help and it will likely be several months until I can see a different neurologist who might actually look beyond the lab work. I'm very anxious, having A LOT of difficulty exerting, and not sure how I can best manage this while I wait. Any advice would be so greatly appreciated!
31, F, USA, 5'1, 140 lbs, Caucasian. Some smoking, drug, and alcohol use in the past but quit 10 + years ago except for the occasional glass of wine.
I have been having progressive and well-documented muscle weakness since March 2023 which is symmetrical and mostly proximal in legs, torso, arms, and neck. I also have a lot of widespread muscle twitching/cramping and unusual burning/squeezing sensations throughout body. As of September, the muscle twitching is notable in my diaphragm and ribs and I've also been extremely short of breath with high BP, requiring an ambulance trip to the ER. Lungs were clear so they sent me home with a referral to a pulmonary doctor who I have not seen yet. I use a cane to walk as of August due to weakness and have had a few minor falls. I am unable to fully wiggle the toes on my right foot.
A full medical workup has been completed-- there has literally not been a single flag in any of my bloodwork, 3 MRIS, or two EMGs other than very low levels of voltage gated potassium channel antibodies. I currently am prescribed Mestinon 60 MG 3x daily but seronegative myasthenia gravis has officially been ruled out by a specialist... it still works very well to manage my current symptoms.
History includes ASD, psychiatric issues, and seizures. Neurologic illness of all sorts runs in my family (Parkinsons, CJD, autism, seizures, stroke). Previously I was very physically fit and healthy-- ran a full marathon in 2019 and backpacked/worked out regularly. I have two masters degrees and a full-time job that I love very much.
Because of negative labs and complicated mental health history, my doctors are basically now dismissing my symptoms as psychosomatic, and this is in my medical record. I really want to believe them but it really just seems impossible now with the way things have been progressing. I am anxious (obviously) but not in any psychiatric distress. My physical therapists who I have been seeing for almost three months do not agree with the neurologist. They say that I have clinical weakness and cogwheeling which is a clear sign of neurologic insult.
Link to videos of muscle twitching attached. I can't understand why the EMGs didn't/couldn't pick this up and why no one seems concerned. Could it have been completed/interpreted incorrectly or at the wrong time? My muscles did not twitch once during the entire test even though it occurs at least every 10 minutes otherwise. This test seems to be the only thing that will differentiate between one hell of a conversion disorder or a completely devastating diagnosis.
Because of recent breathing issues, I am more desperate for help and it will likely be several months until I can see a different neurologist who might actually look beyond the lab work. I'm very anxious, having A LOT of difficulty exerting, and not sure how I can best manage this while I wait. Any advice would be so greatly appreciated!
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