ashleyx
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- Learn about ALS
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- UK
Good afternoon, I have read all of the pinned posts and they are great and very informative.
I am still a little confused and uncertain. And looking for some advice.
Some advice on my symptoms but also how to proceed with doctors etc to be taken seriously.
I don't know how long my symptoms have been going on. As I may have ignored them or whatever. But 6 weeks ago this all started from what I know.
To start with - My right arm was feeling heavy. Weaker than normal! My grip was odd. I could grab things but it felt odd to do so. I'd have to shake my hand and try again.
I couldn't ease this. Tried heat, massage etc. I decided to Google. (Bad idea ofcoufse) and it came up ALS. Now this isn't something I've ever worried about. I was oblivious to that condition. Or MND even being in younger people.
I thought nah it can't be that. Let's read more of the symptoms and check. I came across tongue fasciculations. I thought strange but let's check. And when I stuck my tongue out it shakes like mad. Like not your normal shakes people get if they have it out too long. Mine shakes as soon as I stick it out. Even slightly sticking it out. So I freaked.
I have since learnt that with ALS it happens at rest? Upon checking mine at rest. It doesn't shake. The odd little twitch here and there happens though.
This right arm grip thing has eased up slightly but now I just have pretty bad hand pain. Deep in the palm of my hand.
Keeps getting the feeling like its trying to cramp up. I also keep having pain in my upper arm. And feeling like the muscle is twitching. Like a quick pulsating movement.
My right leg also feels heavier than normal. I can still walk. Stand on my tiptoes, heels etc. But I feel like my right leg looks skinnier than the left. Also the muscle feels softer when I'm tensing.
My right foot also feels sore and not as steady. But again walking is fine and I can balance on each leg. I keep getting the twitching in my right calf too. And sometime it feels like something is moving deep inside.
I also get random twitching in my right eyelid. Not daily. But I also feel pressure in both my left and right temple and upper cheek. Like it's pulling downwards. Droopy. But it's not droopy.
And the final thing I've noticed is with swallowing. Sowm foods I feel them getting stuck in my throat. So I have to swallow again or take a drink.
I've found it mostly to be like toast, rice, steak, red meats etc.
So I've been to my family gp multiple times over this 6 weeks. I've seen 3 different Gps.
The first one said it's not MND/ALS "I'm too young" famous saying from doctors. I told them so many young people have it so that's nonsense.
Anyway he said I'd be in a wheelchair by now. Which is also nonsense.
He checked my bloods to rule out vitamin deficiency etc. He also checked my creatine kanise levels.
Vitamins came back fine and my creatine level came back as 98. In the UK it is anywhere from 25 to 200 for normal range. So he said that's fine and good news.
I've spoke to another doctor that thought maybe it's functional neurological disorder. So he sent a referral to a functional neurologist.
And the third doctor, a newly qualified one. said she thinks it's half anxiety and half a neurological issue. My original doctor (the first one) isn't happy with her remarks and said not to listen.
Anyway, I seen the functional neurologist 5 days ago. I explained to her everything that was going on and what I'm worried about.
She asked me to walk around the room. Then walk heel to toe. Then got me to lie on the bed and checked my strength and reflexes. She claimed they were fine. But I did feel them stronger than normal. And also the one under my feet was basically non existent. No movement.
She sat me down and said to me you don't have ALS. She said "I don't want sued. So if I wasn't sure then I'd tell you and seek another opinion. If I was sure, then I'd also tell you"
She then declared I don't have functional neurological disorder either. And claims its just a very over reactive brain. That I feel everything in my body.
She said she wasn't giving me any further reassurance and doesn't need to see me again.
She also asked me, "do you have any difficulty swallowing toast or steak? " I said yes actually..I have been for a month or so.
Then she ignored it and moved onto another question.
She also looked at my tongue the full way out, then asked me to just sit it against my bottom lip. Asked me to do it twice. Says its not tongue fasciculations. Then left it at that.
Even though its full on shaking..
My issue is..
1. How can she tell me I don't have it without actually doing tests?
2. How can she tell me if she's not a specialist in ALS/MND?
3. Why did she ask me a red flag question.. to which I gave a red flag response and then I was just ignored.
4. What more can I do? How can I get taken seriously?
She has referred me to a neuropsychologist because she thinks they can help with my anxiety.
It's like everyone just points to anxiety.
The amount of stories I've read of people being misdiagnosed as anxiety.
Or the amount of people that have very similar symptoms as mine.
Sorry for the long post. I'm just very confused. Very scared. Feel at a dead end.
Don't know how to be listened to.
I'm a 29 year old female.
I am still a little confused and uncertain. And looking for some advice.
Some advice on my symptoms but also how to proceed with doctors etc to be taken seriously.
I don't know how long my symptoms have been going on. As I may have ignored them or whatever. But 6 weeks ago this all started from what I know.
To start with - My right arm was feeling heavy. Weaker than normal! My grip was odd. I could grab things but it felt odd to do so. I'd have to shake my hand and try again.
I couldn't ease this. Tried heat, massage etc. I decided to Google. (Bad idea ofcoufse) and it came up ALS. Now this isn't something I've ever worried about. I was oblivious to that condition. Or MND even being in younger people.
I thought nah it can't be that. Let's read more of the symptoms and check. I came across tongue fasciculations. I thought strange but let's check. And when I stuck my tongue out it shakes like mad. Like not your normal shakes people get if they have it out too long. Mine shakes as soon as I stick it out. Even slightly sticking it out. So I freaked.
I have since learnt that with ALS it happens at rest? Upon checking mine at rest. It doesn't shake. The odd little twitch here and there happens though.
This right arm grip thing has eased up slightly but now I just have pretty bad hand pain. Deep in the palm of my hand.
Keeps getting the feeling like its trying to cramp up. I also keep having pain in my upper arm. And feeling like the muscle is twitching. Like a quick pulsating movement.
My right leg also feels heavier than normal. I can still walk. Stand on my tiptoes, heels etc. But I feel like my right leg looks skinnier than the left. Also the muscle feels softer when I'm tensing.
My right foot also feels sore and not as steady. But again walking is fine and I can balance on each leg. I keep getting the twitching in my right calf too. And sometime it feels like something is moving deep inside.
I also get random twitching in my right eyelid. Not daily. But I also feel pressure in both my left and right temple and upper cheek. Like it's pulling downwards. Droopy. But it's not droopy.
And the final thing I've noticed is with swallowing. Sowm foods I feel them getting stuck in my throat. So I have to swallow again or take a drink.
I've found it mostly to be like toast, rice, steak, red meats etc.
So I've been to my family gp multiple times over this 6 weeks. I've seen 3 different Gps.
The first one said it's not MND/ALS "I'm too young" famous saying from doctors. I told them so many young people have it so that's nonsense.
Anyway he said I'd be in a wheelchair by now. Which is also nonsense.
He checked my bloods to rule out vitamin deficiency etc. He also checked my creatine kanise levels.
Vitamins came back fine and my creatine level came back as 98. In the UK it is anywhere from 25 to 200 for normal range. So he said that's fine and good news.
I've spoke to another doctor that thought maybe it's functional neurological disorder. So he sent a referral to a functional neurologist.
And the third doctor, a newly qualified one. said she thinks it's half anxiety and half a neurological issue. My original doctor (the first one) isn't happy with her remarks and said not to listen.
Anyway, I seen the functional neurologist 5 days ago. I explained to her everything that was going on and what I'm worried about.
She asked me to walk around the room. Then walk heel to toe. Then got me to lie on the bed and checked my strength and reflexes. She claimed they were fine. But I did feel them stronger than normal. And also the one under my feet was basically non existent. No movement.
She sat me down and said to me you don't have ALS. She said "I don't want sued. So if I wasn't sure then I'd tell you and seek another opinion. If I was sure, then I'd also tell you"
She then declared I don't have functional neurological disorder either. And claims its just a very over reactive brain. That I feel everything in my body.
She said she wasn't giving me any further reassurance and doesn't need to see me again.
She also asked me, "do you have any difficulty swallowing toast or steak? " I said yes actually..I have been for a month or so.
Then she ignored it and moved onto another question.
She also looked at my tongue the full way out, then asked me to just sit it against my bottom lip. Asked me to do it twice. Says its not tongue fasciculations. Then left it at that.
Even though its full on shaking..
My issue is..
1. How can she tell me I don't have it without actually doing tests?
2. How can she tell me if she's not a specialist in ALS/MND?
3. Why did she ask me a red flag question.. to which I gave a red flag response and then I was just ignored.
4. What more can I do? How can I get taken seriously?
She has referred me to a neuropsychologist because she thinks they can help with my anxiety.
It's like everyone just points to anxiety.
The amount of stories I've read of people being misdiagnosed as anxiety.
Or the amount of people that have very similar symptoms as mine.
Sorry for the long post. I'm just very confused. Very scared. Feel at a dead end.
Don't know how to be listened to.
I'm a 29 year old female.