I hate my life :(

I am a 19 year old male that has been going through these weird symptoms since the beginning of this year. SOOO I went to the Neuro on the 12th to evaluate my sore leg and fasciculations, and the doctor notes clinical weakness in my leg. Upon testing my reflex again, all of the reflex has diminished from my right leg. At my last visit, it was only my patella reflex. The doctor has told me that I might have Kennedy's Disease since a couple of my family members have it. :( **** my life. I may as well drop out of school if I get this diagnosis. :-(:sad::-|