Life is...

I am surprise how strong I am. For months I was terrified of living alone, sleeping alone, living as a single woman. I suffered states of anxieties due to it. When it actually happen, it was not so bad. I am living alone and find essentially I had been alone most of the time when my husband was sick. I had hospice help but that was about it. I took care of everything myself. I had also been handling everything myself the last few years. It is quiet and empty without my hubby but the birds are chirping and life goes on.