State of mind

A few weeks ago when my husband lost more of his speech, he was very sad and cried very often. It was very sad. A week ago his mood changed, he became very peaceful again and happy. He told me yesterday he is happy. It is such a wonder. For months ago I was often very serious, sad about his condition. A week ago, it came to me one day to put life into him by playing with him. I used to play with him a lot till he started writing books and got mad every time I caused him to lose concentration. Ii started playing with our dog instead and gradually stop playing with him. I do it by playfully shaking him gently and telling him to come alive, it is a good day kind of thing. He would smile and laugh silently. They are right, posters here. One should live day at a time and make the best of it. He takes to thanking me also for everything I do for him and tells me he loves me so much and I am so good. This morning I thank him for being such a good patient. It came to me I never thank him for that and he is such a good patient. The nurses all love him and find him very sweet. He suffers silently and is never any trouble except when he gets into those delirious states. He would get restless, fidgety, wants to remove his catheter so he could pee. I have to show him the bag each time and assure him, he is peeing. He would see things and talk to me long time. I strained very hard to catch what he is saying and often could not. This morning I caught a few sentences. He told me today will be a very good day and to utilize him. It is such a thing of marvel, the way he is so peaceful and happy. 30th December and he says it is going to be a very good day.