unprepared

Unprepared Passing time in my shell of shit and sunshine Waiting for Gods sign Casting shadows on the wall Making myself 100 feet tall Mastering the art of a smile Training to run a mile Hoping to finish with a moderate pace Nothing will prepare me for your angel like face Pounding nails into my coffin Not sleeping often Pacing the floor with intent Cant really think of anything for lent Practicing my best Kermit the frog voice With all these donuts who could really make a choice Coming up with all the things I could make from lace But nothing will prepare me for your angel like face Sucking down cigarette after cigarette To hell with nicorette My brain wont stop ranting and raving The pain I feel from this insatiable craving Counting the bears and balloons on my colorful wallpaper Planning the perfect caper The dead flowers should be taken from the vase And still nothing will prepare me for your angel like face I have an atrocious hangnail When I see me grandma she complains I’m to pail Off and on goes the light switch I fell down the stairs cause of this nervous twitch The clock on the wall has come to a stop I’m to afraid of heights to reach the top Planning a trip to a faraway place I don’t think I will ever be ready for your angel like face I wasted so much time Thinking up all these fast and easy rhymes Wondering how I could come at ease with myself Putting my denial on the highest shelf And now I feel I am ready Completely calm and steady The last beer from the case Too drunk to make out your angel like face