AKmom's blog

I will overcome all that pls throws at me, through Christ Jesus. That is my desire, prayer and determination. I do not like the changes that are happening but I will not let them change me from what I know is to be true.

The hardest thing for me is to not get wrapped up in myself. Myself is my flesh...the body and all its desires and flaws. It keeps me from being me. When I focus on what is wrong, I get depressed and stressed over the changes. So much is wrong. Before all this illness started effecting me I was skinny and very athletic and full of energy. That seems like centries ago! So if focusing on myself makes me feel bad, I choose to focus on my relationship with God instead. Its not denial. Because it is what it is, its who I am in my relationship with God that makes me complete.

Who I am...is not about what I have, its about who I am in my soul. I am a child of God. A masterpeice of his good works. I am a spiritual being that happens to be trapped in a dying mortal body for the time being. And it is my responsibility to keep my relationship to God as my only purpose while on earth and share what I learn to all the other spiritual beings out there. We all are spiritual beings. Some live for this world and some for the Lord and some are the children of Satan. But my writing of this blog is for the spiritual beings that are God's children.