Wouldn't let me post the full message I wrote so doing it in two
Understand about wanting spring, a friend is coming by Easter weekend to plant some flowers for me. Used to do it all myself including a large garden but can't manage it anymore.
If your interested in some help with the emotional issues you have going on, I'm part of a group that helps people who are dealing with issues ranging from addictions to bad relationships and losses in there lives. It helped me when I was going through my divorce although the goal is usually to help save , marriages and has also helped me to deal with my emotions concerning ALS It's northstarcommunity,com. This is a non- denominational Christ centered program. There is a lot of help available through the web site, church services dating back for years, literature as well as daily devotions and a blog site. Hope it will help you in dealing with things. Who knows, maybe it will help you save your marriage.
Dalvin