daisygrl
New member
- Joined
- Apr 5, 2013
- Messages
- 2
- Reason
- Loved one DX
- Diagnosis
- 05/2012
- Country
- US
- State
- TX
- City
- Denton
Hi I have a 27 year old son that was diagnosed with ALS 05/2012. I am not dealing well with this. I cry all the time and want to help and he is not letting me help. I want to spend time with him and not able too cause of no transportation to see him. I might get to see him once a month if that. Today he told me I was smothering him but I dont know how I am smothering him. I text him maybe every other day to check on him cause if I call him I cant understand him at all. So we text. He said he was going to start being selfish and just concentrate on himself and not worry about anyone else. I sorta understand that but sorta dont. He told me he is worried about loosing his own life. He said he needs time to reflect on his own life. He said he feels smothered not physically but mentally. I am so scared of loosing him it consumes me. I have issues with depression as is and that does not help matters. I just wish I knew what to do with all these feelings I am having.