Wow, Glenn, what a powerful testimony! You have inspired me anew. There is no doubt in my mind that God will use you for His glory. I, like you, after the initial shock, grief and dismay over my diagnosis, made up my mind to spend my remaining time on earth trustingand believing Jesus, to walk by faith, to live to please Him. I was encouraged by someone on this forum to view my illness from a spiritual standpoint rather than a natural, human one. Since then, I have received grace upon grace, and the gift of peace. Yes, like you, I am thankful for the spiritual blessings I have found in my illness. God is leading me and you on a journey of love, not of fear, not of unending sadness. His purposes are pure and His ways are right. I will trust Him to the end.
Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who according to His great mercy has caused us to be born again to a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead, to obtain an inheritance, which is imperishable and undefiled and will not fade away, reserved in heaven for you, who are protected by the power of God through faith for a salvation ready to be revealed in the last time.
In this you greatly rejoice, even though now for a little while, if necessary, you have been distressed by various trials, that the proof of your faith, being more precious than gold which is perishable, even though tested by fire, may be found to result in praise and glory and honor at the revelation of Jesus Christ;
and though you have not seen Him, you love Him, and though you do not see Him now, but believe in Him, you greatly rejoice with joy inexpressible and full of glory, obtaining as the outcome of your faith the salvation of your souls."
(1Peter 1:3-9)
Charlene