LornaDoone
Distinguished member
- Joined
- Apr 16, 2010
- Messages
- 215
- Reason
- Loved one DX
- Diagnosis
- 09/2007
- Country
- CA
- State
- BC
- City
- Lower Mainland
So, we have decided to not get a wheelchair van. And my PALS is NOT happy. Quite upset. We just feel that the expense is not reasonable at this point in her illness. We should have considered getting one a year or two ago. But she didn't want one. She thought the expense was too much.
At that point, transfers weren't that hard on her. Just those that had to transfer her. She is a selfish person. Even before the disease. I digress. Now transfers are hard on her.. It's amazing how exhausted she gets being shuffled around. You'd think it'd be easy on them cause it appears like they do nothing, but get lifted and moved. Seeing how exhausted she gets and how taxing her breathing gets, that's clearly not true. So, now she wants one. Keep in mind she refuses to use public transport that is free for her or accessible taxis.
But now we dont think it's financially wise. She gets out so little. And while we are very fortunate to be able to afford everything we need, we do not have unlimited resources. We are very creative with what we have. She is feeling like we do not value her life anymore. All sorts of sad things she's going through.
But she's got to understand that we have to support ourselves after she's passed. We can not take her on whatever vacation she wants. We can not buy every little toy and trinket she may want. And trust me, I treat her VERY well. I take her on a trip to the local mountains for a few days instead of to Tahoe in California. I took her for a local spa visit and used an Entertainment Book coupon. This instead of going to a spa resort a thousand miles away. Seriously lady.. You got it good.
So, I feel I'm justified in not buying a van. And I dont even think I feel bad about it. I'm in the minority in this decision. We have other family members with ALS that could use the van. My opinion.. let them buy it.
We are probably the family members that manage our money the best. That has caused us to be able to live a little better than many of our relatives. I do not feel any obligation though, whatsoever to finance this thing although we could. I feel like I already do enough. You'd think I run a freaking adult day care and get NO money or compensation. Nor do I want any. I am very fortunate to be able to stay home and care for my children and help out the family. However, I would not be able to do so if I did not manage my finances the way I do. *shrugs*
I feel like I should be feeling a little more empathy than I am right now. I am feeling very matter of fact about it. Kind of ashamed of myself. But, money does not grow on trees. And I will not be your gravy train at the expense of my immediate family's future. Sorry.
At that point, transfers weren't that hard on her. Just those that had to transfer her. She is a selfish person. Even before the disease. I digress. Now transfers are hard on her.. It's amazing how exhausted she gets being shuffled around. You'd think it'd be easy on them cause it appears like they do nothing, but get lifted and moved. Seeing how exhausted she gets and how taxing her breathing gets, that's clearly not true. So, now she wants one. Keep in mind she refuses to use public transport that is free for her or accessible taxis.
But now we dont think it's financially wise. She gets out so little. And while we are very fortunate to be able to afford everything we need, we do not have unlimited resources. We are very creative with what we have. She is feeling like we do not value her life anymore. All sorts of sad things she's going through.
But she's got to understand that we have to support ourselves after she's passed. We can not take her on whatever vacation she wants. We can not buy every little toy and trinket she may want. And trust me, I treat her VERY well. I take her on a trip to the local mountains for a few days instead of to Tahoe in California. I took her for a local spa visit and used an Entertainment Book coupon. This instead of going to a spa resort a thousand miles away. Seriously lady.. You got it good.
So, I feel I'm justified in not buying a van. And I dont even think I feel bad about it. I'm in the minority in this decision. We have other family members with ALS that could use the van. My opinion.. let them buy it.
We are probably the family members that manage our money the best. That has caused us to be able to live a little better than many of our relatives. I do not feel any obligation though, whatsoever to finance this thing although we could. I feel like I already do enough. You'd think I run a freaking adult day care and get NO money or compensation. Nor do I want any. I am very fortunate to be able to stay home and care for my children and help out the family. However, I would not be able to do so if I did not manage my finances the way I do. *shrugs*
I feel like I should be feeling a little more empathy than I am right now. I am feeling very matter of fact about it. Kind of ashamed of myself. But, money does not grow on trees. And I will not be your gravy train at the expense of my immediate family's future. Sorry.