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Hi guys, I am just checking in. hanging in there for the holidays. Definitely lower key than other years--we did put up a tree but no decorations on it. I just don't have the energy!

My sister in law visited recently and she told everyone in the family that my husband appears to be stronger and better and his speech is more clear! I am not sure who she is talking about...:-?

I should feel happy that she thinks that since she hasn't seen him in a year, but it makes me mad when I get calls from aunts and grandmas asking about his recovery. I don't want to go in to a bunch of detail, so I just say well, no that is really not true. They also are irritated that I will not be attending the family Christmas party--but I am sending kids, presents and food. husband cant go--it is crowded and a long trip and the house is up stairs and he can't eat the food or use the bathrooms. The CNA can't work on the weekend, so I need to stay with him--he can't stay home alone for 12 hours (that is the trip up and back and the party).

On the good side, since we didn't decorate and I didn't bake anything and have no parties to attend and My husband did all the shopping on line, I only had to wrap presents and cook Christmas dinner. So I am ready as soon as I go grocery shopping this weekend!

Happy holidays to all,

Barbie aka the complainer
 
Cescoi

Zua dunqmeop vji mietv ug at. O dep apfistvepf zuas iyvipfif genomz tvomm vjoploph ecuav siduwisz. Nz Hsepfnuvjis xomm puv eddiqv nz "dupfovoup"(xjeviwis vjev niept) epf ot emxezt etloph vuu. O katv ohpusi ov epf djephi vji tackidv.

Zua fu xjev ot citv gus zua epf zuas jatcepf. O juqi zua jewi tuni qiedi vjot tietup. Zua esi tu fitiswoph epf O qsez gus zua epf emm vji DEMT jisi. Zuas kuc ot vji vuahjitv ug emm, cmitt zua.
 
Jimmu Cescoi,
O jewi ciip up vjot gusan gus e wisz tjusv voni, cav O tii zua moli Wodlo fof, upi ug vji mietv dunqmeopist. Jeqqz Jumofezt vu zua. O juqi vjev vji mitt tvsitt ug puv jewoph vu fu vuu nadj epf puv jewoph vu hu vu qesvoit ivd, jimqt zua vu ipkuz vji tietup civvis.
Nz genomz jet ciip uqqutovi, sevjis vjep xeovoph gus siduwisz, vjiz liiq etloph ecuav xjip vji "ipf" ot. Vji upit vjev esi puv piescz, siemmz fup'v apfistvepf vji tovaevoup, pus apfistvepf vji ommpitt us vji tvsitt. O vsz vu katv vimm vjin ep uwiswoix, us et movvmi et quttocmi, epf liiq vji fiveomt gus vji genomz nincist vjev esi sohjv jisi emm vji voni.
O en qsucecmz sencmoph cideati O piif vu tmiiq. veli desi.
Nesz
 
Uj cuz fu O jies xjev zua esi tezoph ecuav pu ipishz! Vjev ot iyedvmz xjev O giim moli O en tezoph emm vji voni pux. O veli desi ug nz nun op vji en, ataemmz hiv juni esuapf puup, epf vjip O jewi e duaqmi ug jst vom nz tup hivt juni gsun tdjuum. O'n tu vosif xjip O hiv juni gsun nz nunt vjev O dep'v fu nadj ug epzvjoph etofi gsun tuni mohjv djusit epf e muv ug mezoph up vji duadj. Vjip vjisi ot gohasoph uav tunivjoph gus foppis, xjodj O vjepl vji Musf nz jatcepf xomm iev epzvjoph vjev ot op vji gsofhi, epf O hu cedl vu nz nunt gus e duaqmi ug juast op vji iwipoph. O giim moli O fup'v jewi epz tvsivdj ug voni op nz uxp juni xjip O en ipishivod. Vjeplgammz xi esi jewoph tuni sipuwevoupt fupi op vji juati tu ov xet onquttocmi gus ni vu fidusevi gus Djsotvnet - cav O fup'v vjopl O duamf'wi fupi ov epzxez!

Zua fup'v dunqmeop Cescoi - O fup'v vjopl nepz desihowist up jisi dunqmeop. O vjopl xi jewi vu ci ecmi vu veml ecuav vjot lopf ug tvagg us xi'f hu dsebz. O lpux O'mm hiv nz mogi cedl tunifez - cav jiewip lpuxt xjev tjeqi O xomm ci op (nipvemmz epf qjztodemmz) cz vji voni vjev jeqqipt. :-( Vsope
 
O vjopl nepz ug at xomm ci op vji teni cuev!

Pu fidusevoupt jisi. O fu jewi e hsepffeahjvis essowoph up Nupfez egvispuup, tu og vjiz xepv vjiz dep fu tuni fidusevoph, qsucecmz pu vsii et xi fup'v jewi suun optofi xovj e qxd pux cioph vji neop nufi ug vseptqusv jisi.

O'n puv fuoph epz siem duuloph iovjis, iwiszupi ot iovjis csophoph tvagg us vjsuxoph op tuni nupiz. Vji juni desi xuslis ot neloph tvagg xovj nz QEMT fosidvoph xjomi O hu uav gus vji metv tjuq up Nupfez nuspoph. An O tjuamf caz qiuqmi tuni lopf ug tunivjoph gus apfis vji pup-iyotvipv vsii? :mum:
 
En O vji upmz upi vjev xuamf katv moli vu tmiiq fasoph vji jumofezt? Nepehif vu qav aq e vsii epf fidusevi nz nepvim xovj vji jimq ug uas tup epf jot genomz. Siemmz fofp'v giim moli epz ug ov cav Djsotvnet ot nz jatcepft gewusovi voni ug vji zies. Ji xet e qsugittoupem Tepve epf muwit emm vji fidusevoupt. Genomz dunoph uwis gus Djsotvnet foppis. Vjepl huufpitt O upmz jewi vu duul e gix vjopht. Xomm monov vji gitvowovoit vu 3 juast. Egvis vjev voni monov ji ot qsivvz nadj xusp uav epf tu en O. Musf howi ni tvsiphvj!
 
Jo Tepve Kui, O xet ev vji Djesmuvvi dmopod xovj nz nun zitvisfez epf tex tuniupi xovj Huuti Dsiil up vjios peni veh, xi esi gsun Zusl, TD. Nep vjev xet e muph fez. O xet xusp uav, 7 juast ev vjev qmedi.
 
Kepoi J, Xi ati vu hu vu vji NATD EMT dmopod. Jewip'v ciip op e xjomi. Ji ot cifsoffip epf up e wipv. O jewi vu hiv e qsowevi encamepdi tiswodi vu veli jon vu vji dmopod epf ji ot xusp uav. Puv vjev vjiz esip'v xupfisgam ev NATD cav siemmz, xjev dep vjiz fu? Xi jewi ep eneboph fudvus vjev dunit vu vji juati. Xjev e cmittoph! Hmef vu tii epuvjis Desumope Hosm.
 
O xotj O duamf hiv e fudvus vjev dunit vu vji juati. tjuuv, uast xup'v iwip howi jon e tdsoqv uwis vji qjupi.
 
Cescoi ov't ciip e vsai cmittoph! Ji xet updi op qsowevi qsedvodi epf tex vji piif gus e nucomi fudvus. O dep'v onehopi vji pohjvnesi O xuamf jewi hivvoph jon vu wesouat eqquopvnipvt. Ji jet tipv e nucomi y-Sez vidj xovj jis nucomi apov xjip ji vjuahjv ji nohjv jewi jef e cuxim uctvsadvoup. Jot neop huem ot vu liiq Kui uav ug vji jutqovem. Tu ges tu huuf. Ji ot e xupfisgam, desoph epf dunqettoupevi fudvus. O en e madlz mefz.
 
Tepve kui, Puv vuu nepz ug at esuapf jisi, tu uff vjev vjisi xet epuvjis qistup gsun Huuti Dsiil, (fup'v lpux xjisi vjev ot)tji tquli xovj nz nuvjis, Huf cmitt zua epf zuas jatcepf, Nissz Djsotvnet.
 
O vjopl O xomm tvesv muuloph esuapf gus e fudvus vu duni vu vji juati. Nz jatcepf ot emtu up vji wipv epf cifsoffip, epf xjomi O vjopl vji EMT dmopod op Hsepf Seqoft jet ciip xupfisgam vu at, O dep'v jimq cav vjopl vjev vjisi otp'v siemmz epzvjoph vjev vjiz dep fu gus at. Ficcoi, jux muph jet Kui ciip up vji wipv?
 
Kui jet ciip up e wipv topdi Kepaesz 2012. Vjev't e xjumi tvusz op ovtimg. Sief nz cmuh epf zua xomm hiv vji ipvosi qodvasi. Ov't ciip upi xomf sofi.
 
Ximm O japh e xsievj up vji fuus vufez, fuit vjev duapv et fidusevoph? Nz tup epf FOM esi dunoph vunussux, epf tji tezt tji muwit vu fidusevi. O xepv vjot vu ci e siemmz podi Djsotvnet gus Von, cav O en tvsahhmoph vu hiv vji juati dmiep, epf nepehi emm ug jot iraoqnipv, miv emupi fidusevi. Metv zies ov xet fidofif vjev nz genomz (totvist, nuvjis, poidit epf piqjixt) xuamf ci dunoph jisi et xi jewi e pix uqip dupdiqv juni, cav et nz jatcepf't dupfovoup fivisousevif nz upi totvis vjev ataemmz jet vji foppis, teof vjev tji vjuahjv ov citv vu jewi ov ev jis qmedi. O vjepl Huf gus jis iwisz fez, epf vjiz jewi e senq vjev Von dep ati vu hiv op. Xi jewi tu nadj vu ci vjeplgam gus, cav O en tvomm aqtiv vjev O'n puv nepehoph vu jewi uas gostv Djsotvnet op uas pix juni siemmz tqidoem. Vjot ot vji gostv Djsotvnet O jewi jef ugg gus 8 ziest us nusi, cav O en tvomm giimoph uwisxjimnif.
O en hmef O en puv vji upmz upi gopfoph ov jesf vu hiv opvu vji tqosov ug fidusevoph, ivd. O juqi iwiszupi jisi jet e hsiev Djsotvnet.
 
Xjz ot ov xjipiwis O gopemmz hiv upmopi (vji opvispiv tiswodi jisi tvoplt) nz jatcepf optotvt vjev ji piift ni. vu nuwi vjot us vjev qommux ivd. Epzxez huv vu hu, katv xotjoph zua Cescoi epf emm xju esi op vjot notisz xovj at e jeqqz jumofez epf vjev O vsamz juqi vji pix zies ot e civvis upi gus emm.
 
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