starente15
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- Joined
- Oct 27, 2014
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- 809
- Reason
- Lost a loved one
- Diagnosis
- 10/2017
- Country
- US
- State
- NJ
- City
- Northern
This Saturday will be 10 weeks since my father's passing. Every day I shed at least a few tears as something I hear or see sparks a memory. Nighttime is the worst and I have a lot of trouble sleeping because I flash back to dark times.
I'm trying to find a new routine while I'm without a job and try to get to the gym in the morning, look for a job in the afternoon and knit in the evening. This morning I woke up and just couldn't do anything I'm still in my pj's at 1pm, have no energy to move and am sitting here crying.
I suppose this is normal for the most part as time works to help heal but it feels so crappy. I often think it's good that I don't have a job because I have no idea how I would function
I'm trying to find a new routine while I'm without a job and try to get to the gym in the morning, look for a job in the afternoon and knit in the evening. This morning I woke up and just couldn't do anything I'm still in my pj's at 1pm, have no energy to move and am sitting here crying.
I suppose this is normal for the most part as time works to help heal but it feels so crappy. I often think it's good that I don't have a job because I have no idea how I would function
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