Anastasia
Active member
- Joined
- Sep 4, 2009
- Messages
- 84
- Diagnosis
- 04/2008
- Country
- AUS
- State
- South Australia
- City
- Adelaide
So now Ed needs so much care he has been in the care of staff at the hospice for a week and the feeling is terrible.
I dont know what to expect and am wondering if members who have stayed on here after losing their loved ones can help me.
I have spoken with the staff ,however they seem to me to be a little careful about what information they share or maybe each case is different and they themselves are nor sure what lies ahead immediately, let alone over the next little while.
They changed some of Eds medications and started a sucutaneous morphine dosage.
Does this mean ther is no turning back and he will drift away? I am not ready...would I ever be ready to lose contact with him,with his reponsiveness,with knowing he can still hear and understand me.
Hell this is terrible....the journey has been sad it is true and yes we all wish our loved one peace,however I am struggling and now my mind is saying no....not yet..its not time .
I must stop here.Anastasia.:sad:
I dont know what to expect and am wondering if members who have stayed on here after losing their loved ones can help me.
I have spoken with the staff ,however they seem to me to be a little careful about what information they share or maybe each case is different and they themselves are nor sure what lies ahead immediately, let alone over the next little while.
They changed some of Eds medications and started a sucutaneous morphine dosage.
Does this mean ther is no turning back and he will drift away? I am not ready...would I ever be ready to lose contact with him,with his reponsiveness,with knowing he can still hear and understand me.
Hell this is terrible....the journey has been sad it is true and yes we all wish our loved one peace,however I am struggling and now my mind is saying no....not yet..its not time .
I must stop here.Anastasia.:sad: