badger19
New member
- Joined
- Jul 23, 2009
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- Loved one DX
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- US
- State
- massachusetts
- City
- Norwood
My father has been diagnosed with als as of december 08. He is in his 60's and I am almost 40. After weeks of crying everything stopped inside me. I feel so sad inside but that sadness turns to anger in an instant. I am a lucky person. My father was and still is the father everyone I know wants. He never missed a game or event and was always there for my brother an I. As my wife says, I picked up those amazing traits from him. I want to be the same father for my daughters as my Dad was for me... I don't know what to do with all my anger. My patients is gone. my first reaction to most stressfull situations is anger now... I'm not the type of person who "talks about this stuff" I propable consider myself a person of another generation where needing help or someone to talk to is considered week.... I find myself being short and drawing away from my father. He is frustrated with his progressing symptoms of ALS and every day I check off on the calender I hope for a new treatment. I'm sorry for the rambling in this post. I'm letting a lot out that I never thought I could. If there is anyone that would be willing to chat i'm looking to somehow disipate my anger so it doesn't enter into my everyday life. Again I'm sorry if this post is so off topic as to be weird. Thanks for letting me vent a little. And thank you in advance for any reply's or help.
Paul
Paul