wcs3505
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My life as of the past 2 years has been unbelievably bad. I am 24 years old.
I met full blood brother who was put up for adoption as a child, and then he overdosed and died 2 months later.
I went to a very loud concert, and obtained a very intrusive case of chronic Tinnitus that makes sleeping impossible.
I was diagnosed with panic and anxiety disorder, and suffer from extreme derealization and ALL types of anxiety.
My mother is an alchoholic and is slowly killing herself. I currently live with my Aunt and dream about how I used to be able to live alone and with friends.
Every morning I wake up with extreme pain ALL over my body. I have been to multiple doctors and just barely went in for an MRI. About 3 days ago, I was at work and my stomach started fasciculating intensely in one spot NON stop, and lasted about 24 hours.
After it stopped, I've been getting twitches / fasciculations ALL over my body. My Legs feel very weak, and my arms to an extent. It feels weird to walk on them, and my joints are making a constant cracking noise when moved.
I am terrified that I might have ALS, and as my doctor appointment isn't for a week, I'm looking for someone to give me any advice. Does the widespread twitching and weakness occur quickly like this?
I am suicidal, for so many reason. I want my pain to end but it seems I can't escape this life that was destined to destroy me. I used to be so happy.
I met full blood brother who was put up for adoption as a child, and then he overdosed and died 2 months later.
I went to a very loud concert, and obtained a very intrusive case of chronic Tinnitus that makes sleeping impossible.
I was diagnosed with panic and anxiety disorder, and suffer from extreme derealization and ALL types of anxiety.
My mother is an alchoholic and is slowly killing herself. I currently live with my Aunt and dream about how I used to be able to live alone and with friends.
Every morning I wake up with extreme pain ALL over my body. I have been to multiple doctors and just barely went in for an MRI. About 3 days ago, I was at work and my stomach started fasciculating intensely in one spot NON stop, and lasted about 24 hours.
After it stopped, I've been getting twitches / fasciculations ALL over my body. My Legs feel very weak, and my arms to an extent. It feels weird to walk on them, and my joints are making a constant cracking noise when moved.
I am terrified that I might have ALS, and as my doctor appointment isn't for a week, I'm looking for someone to give me any advice. Does the widespread twitching and weakness occur quickly like this?
I am suicidal, for so many reason. I want my pain to end but it seems I can't escape this life that was destined to destroy me. I used to be so happy.
