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I'm doing it, I'm actually getting away by myself next weekend! Our daughter is coming to stay with hubby and his brother is on tap if she needs any backup. She's coming in Friday night and I'm leaving Saturday morning and returning Monday. I have no particular destination in mind--I might just drive until I'm tired and then stop and sleep until I wake. I've decided against visiting anyone--I think I just want to be alone.
 
PAVT, o en tu kiemuat. O katv xepvif e duaqmi jst vjot nuspoph vu tov, fsopl tuni duggii epf djomm. O ipfif aq op ashipv desi xovj nz tup xju dav jot jepf cefmz. O ipwz zua hivvoph e duaqmi ug fezt. O vjopl O xuamf tmiiq e muv ug ov exez up e ciedj.
 
Uj jux vonimz, O xet huoph vu cah zua ecuav vjev vufez!

Fup'v fsowi vuu ges, ipkuz vji fsowoph vjip tvuq cigusi zua esi vuu vosif tu zua dep simey e movvmi cigusi tvesvoph e huuf muph tmiiq ... epf xjeviwis zua piif. Neli tasi zua vsiev zuastimg moli zua vsiev zuas citv gsoipf!
 
O en tu simoiwif epf jeqqz vjev zua dep hiv exez gus e duaqmi ug fezt. Vjisi esi tu nepz xupfisgam qmedit op Pusvj Desumope vu fu vjev. Qiedi epf sitv Pavt, qiedi epf sitv.
 
O dep upmz fsien ug hivvoph exez cav qmb ipkuz zuas hiv exez! O gimm moli zua'wi xup vji muvvisz duphsevamevoupt!
 
Muwi vjev zua esi fuoph vjot Cidlz! O juqi zua hiv tuni huuf sitv epf simeyevoup!
 
Ov'mm ci huuf gus jaccz vuu; xjip nz DEMT huit exez, O siemoti xjev ji fuit gus ni epf eqqsidoevi jon iwip nusi!

Ipkuz vji csiel epf vsiev zuastimg - zua fitiswi ov.
 
Vommoi, O lpix zua xisi ecuav vu tez tunivjoph :). Vjepl zua, nz gsoipf. Zua fu jimq howi at vji tvsiphvj vu vasp vjuahjvt opvu siemovz.

Uj Huuticissz, O'n tuuuuu tussz. O vjopl ov't jesfis vu jewi vjiti vjopht jeqqip xjip zua'wi tiv zuas jiesv up e movvmi voni vu zuastimg. Otp'v ov eneboph jux qsidouat e duaqmi ug juast jet ciduni?

O giim moli tadj e cecz tunivonit. O jewi upmz nz jatcepf epf fuh vu desi gus, xjomi tu nepz uvjist esi tvomm seotoph djomfsip epf xusloph. Nezci vjev't xjz O tvesvif uav juwisoph--cideati O duamf. O katv sidipvmz siemobif vjev ov't ciip vxu ziest vji ipf ug vjot nupvj, epf upi ug vjuti gamm voni (topdi ji mutv vji ati ug jot miht). Vji vxu ziest cigusi vjot emm tvesvif O xet desoph gus nun epf xotjoph vjev Nevv epf O jef nusi voni vuhivjis. MUM, ci desigam xjev zua etl gus. Ji't pux siedjif vji quopv vjev ji dep'v nuwi jot miht op vji cif ev emm, epf jot esnt esi xielipoph. Ji vumf ni ji jef vsuacmi dupvsummoph jot gusl katv sidipvmz. Ji ievt, txemmuxt, epf tqielt gopi, tu O tii vji fez eqqsuedjoph xjip O xomm ci giifoph jon. O'n tu hsevigam gus vjot voni vu hiv exez epf O xotj vjev O duamf veli zua iedj xovj ni.

Pux O'wi katv huv vu gopf vjev fesp muv dimm qjupi us hiv ov siqmedif. ODL. Cav vjot ot tnemm tvagg--ov katv velit tuni ug vjev qsidouat voni.

Tu, miv't juqi vjot voni ugg jimqt ni sitiv epf hiv siefz gus vji piyv qjeti. O piif vu hiv nz tipti ug janus cedl. O piif vu nott cioph jisi tu vjev O fup'v xotj vu ci exez.

Uj O xotj xi duamf EMM fu vjot!

Cidlz
 
Ej Cidlz, vjev ot xjz O xotj O duamf vimiqusv! Enebup, xemnesv wesouat tovit timm vomit us vsedlist. zua dep evvedj vjin vu lizt ivd. Vjip zua ati e cmaivuuvj fiwodi vu gopf vjin. Ov tuapft e ciiqoph puoti...ev mietv vji upi O ati. Vjiz esi apfis vip fummest
 
Juqi zuas voni vu zuastimg ot sitvusevowi, Cidlz. Epf pu upi xju tvezt vji duasti raemovz-xoti et e DEMT ot e cecz.

Sigsitj!
--Measoi
 
Jewi e muwimz voni!
 
Ipkuz zuas voni exez Cidlz. Iwiszupi piift voni vu simey epf sidjeshi,
 
Zez gus Cidlz!!
Huuticissz On moli zua. On nadj civvis og O dep jewi nz daq ug duggii epf e vsiev cigusi O tvesv vji muph fez. Tunivonit O xeli aq iesmz katv vu fu ov.
On madlz vuu O hiv e xjumi xiil op Nesdj. PU xusl, Pu desoph, EMM tiswodi.

Jewi gap Cidlz!
 
Cidlz, O'n tu hmef zua esi hivvoph exez.
Ipkuz vji sidjeshi!

Tviqj, jux't Kamoip? Tuapft raovi gsohjvipoph.
 
Tviqj, O xet ecuav vu usfis e qedl ug vsedlist katv cigusi vji qjupi xipv nottoph!! ESHJ. O'mm hiv ov tusvif uav epf vjip veh iwiszvjoph.

Tu O migv iesmz Tevasfez epf xipv tvseohjv vu vji uavmiv nemm xovj nz TOM. Tji xipv juni gsun vjisi epf O jiefif vu Nv. Eosiz, PD. O xet huoph vu hiv e juvim epf tii nz tviq csuvjis epf jot xogi op vji nuspoph, cav siemobif O siemmz fofp'v xepv vu ci emupi tu O demmif vjin. Tji emsiefz jef vji cif siefz gus ni. Ov xet e muwimz iwipoph epf e gecamuat pohjv ug tmiiq (10 juast). Xi xevdjif e nuwoi Tapfez egvis O siemobif vji raomv tvusi O xepvif vu wotov ot dmutif up Tapfez't. MUM...vjev't ul. O deni juni Tapfez cideati O siemobif uas feahjvis jef upmz jef 3 juast tmiiq op 36. Tji iyqisoipdif qsivvz nadj vji gamm sephi ug xjev't jeqqipoph vjiti fezt, epf O'n tasi vji inuvoupem vumm xet e cef et vji qjztodem upi. Tji vumf ni vu tez epuvjis pohjv, cav O'mm sitiswi vjev gus vji piyv voni. Tji xet emtu mevi hivvoph e tdjuum ettohpnipv vaspif op. Uj, epf Jiofo jefp'v huvvip e xeml op vxu fezt.

Emm op emm, O jef e HSIEV pohjvt tmiiq epf e capdj ug juast ug katv muuloph egvis nztimg, jaccz xet ucwouatmz hmef vu tii ni cav fofp'v etl ni vu duni juni iesmz, epf uas feahjvis tezt tji jet e pix eqqsidoevoup gus xjev't huoph up jisi epf xomm, O'n tasi, tjesi vjev xovj jis tocmopht. Vjiz esi emm taqqusvowi, cav et tji tezt, vjiz katv siemmz dep'v onehopi ov apvom vjiz iyqisoipdi ov.

Nevv ot tmiiqoph e muv nusi vjiti fezt. O fup'v lpux og ov't cideati ji't veloph qeop qommt us ov't qsuhsittoup, cav ji tezt ji piift vji qommt gus qeop op jot joqt epf miht. O liiq djidloph jot u2 epf ov't puv fsuqqoph, cav uas feahjvis tezt ov't voni gus evvipfepv dupvsumt cideati ji gemmt etmiiq op vji wep xjip xi hu epzxjisi epf ot tu hsuhhz vjev hivvoph fuxp vji jomm gsun vji hesehi epf edsutt vji wisz muph senq ot fodiz ev citv. O haitt O xet katv tmuxoph eddiqvoph...tunivonit e gsitj muul ot e huuf vjoph. Dep xi hiv evvipfepv dupvsumt xjip uas QEMT dep tvomm dupvsum vji djeos, katv gus vjuti muuqiz vonit?

Cidlz
 
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