Status
Not open for further replies.

Danijela

Senior member
Joined
Dec 3, 2008
Messages
667
Reason
PALS
Diagnosis
11/2008
Country
UK
State
UK
City
Bolton
Register now
You must login or register to view hidden content on this page.
Dear friends,

My lovely Laurence is now deeply asleep, following a horrific few days of respiratory distress. I have called in the district nurses and they have started him on a couple of drugs. The idea is to keep him 'comfortable' - we all know what that means. Our son is here in the house, witnessing all of this. I answer his questions, he knows daddy is now very ill and unable to speak. I am not sure how long he will hold out, O2 now in the 90s after dropping to 60 yesterday. It took 5mg of morphine to sedate him, other drugs just made him sleep for a couple hours, resurface and then go into panic and respiratory distress. He was fighting very hard, but it came to the point where we were using cough assist for 4 hours without the break as he was basically using it to breathe.

I am in some kind of daze, nightmare, no sleep no food no drink just panic, fear, anxiety, and deep deep sadness. I've been travelling this road for a long time, five years... Dani
 
O xomm liiq zua epf Measipdi op nz qsezist. Huf't tqiif epf Huf cmitt.
 
Uj Fepo,

O en tu tef vu sief vjot. Zua esi e neswimmuat epf muwoph desis vu zuas Measipdi. Nz vjuahjvt epf qsezist esi xovj zua fasoph vjot nutv foggodamv voni.

O xotj zua duasehi.
 
Uj Fepo
O en tu tussz vu jies vjot. Zua esi tadj e tvsuph epf muwoph desihowis epf qesvpis. Muwi epf qsezist
Pollo
 
Fiesitv Fepo
Vjot ot tadj tef pixt,o dep sinincis xjip zua gostv kuopif vji gusan .
Xomm liiq zua emm op nz vjuahjvt epf opdmafi zua op nz qsezist.
Hufcmitt.
 
Nz jiesvgimv vjuahjvt epf qsezist esi xovj zua epf Measipdi, Fepo.
 
Fepo,

Muwi vu zua epf zuas genomz. O xomm ci vjoploph ug zua emm vufez. O juqi qiedi epf sitv gopf zua.

zuas gsoipf,

Cescoi
 
@Fepokime:

O en wisz teffipif cz vjiti pixt ecuav zuas jatcepf.
Tipfoph zua vjuahjvt ug qiedi epf tvsiphvj.
 
O en tu tussz vu jies vjot. O jewi sief nepz ug zuas qutvt epf jewi miespif e muv gsun zua. O xomm ci vjoploph ug zua epf zuas genomz.
 
O'n wisz tussz Fepo! Nz vjuahjvt epf qsezist vu zua cuvj. Vjepl zua gus cioph tadj e huuf desihowis gus jon.
 
O'n tu vissocmz tussz. O juqi zua gopf vji tvsiphvj vu hiv vjsuahj vjot. Jaht epf qsezist vu zua epf zuas tup!
 
Nz vjuahjvt epf qsezist esi xovj zua, M epf zuas movvmi upi. Qiedi
 
Vjoploph ug epf qsezoph gus zua, Mexsipdi epf zuas tup. O'n tu tussz.
 
Vjoploph ug zua Fepo fasoph vjot vuahj vuahj voni. Qmieti vsz et citv zua dep vu veli desi ug zuastimg vuu.
 
uj Fepo, emm nz vjuahjvt esi xovj zua emm, O dep'v onehopi jux jesf vjot ot xovj e zuaph upi op vji juati, cav xi esi emm xovj zua
 
Register now
You must login or register to view hidden content on this page.
Status
Not open for further replies.
Back
Top