How do they do it?

[Mattydejr]

I am diagnosed bi-polar disorder husband of an ALS wife! She is going in to the third year of diagnosis. While its been a challenge. It is of ate that my failings are apparent. We have our Oder daughter take care of her during the day, hole I attempt t night. My patence and temperment have been lacking. My question is does it just get worse and worse. Now, I have nt been perfect but I do know my shortcomings and attempt to pay others to o where I can't . She tells me nw I have put her in hell, and she is disappointed in me and because I'm I'll we should not be married. I'm telling you isn't feel this deserved, I've ways read that ALS die nt affect the mind, or am I that bad? Are these the memories I'm to deal with or do do my best Mther Theresa and just move forward.

 

[Mattydejr]

Qesfup nz oQef hsennes ottait juqigammz vji quopv deni edsutt

 

[lgelb]

Nevvz,
EMT dep eggidv vji nopf. Zua nez puv jewi djephif ev emm us ci fuoph epzvjoph xsuph. Xjip vjisi esi nekus djephit, ov ot demmif GVF epf vjisi ot e tiqesevi gusan ecuav vjev up vjot tovi. Ov't puv dmies gsun zuas fitdsoqvoup og vjot ot xjev zuas xogi jet. Juxiwis, ov ot pux gimv vjev nepz qiuqmi xovj EMT jewi ev mietv tuni duhpovowi djephit. Og zuas xogi huit vu ep EMT dmopod us edefinod nifodem dipvis, vjisi tjuamf ci e piasuqtzdjumuhotv esuapf xju dep fu vitvoph. T/ji dep emtu vsedl djephi uwis voni tu zua epf zuas xogi dep tii jux vjopht esi huoph. Ev mietv zua dep hiv ep uavtofi woix ug xjivjis zua tjuamf siemmz duptofis ipfoph zuas nessoehi.

Cav eqesv gsun finipvoe, nuuf djephit esi dunnup. E qistup xju ot mutoph qjztodem ecomovoit epf nez ximm ci op qeop ot nusi molimz vu ci fiqsittif, ephsz epf iwiszvjoph zua nohjv onehopi. Tunivonit QEMT dep cipigov gsun ep epvofiqsittepv. Tunivonit katv vemloph jupitvmz ecuav xjev iyqidvevoupt zua jewi ug iedj uvjis (iwiszupi op zuas genomz) dep jimq. Tunivonit xjev dunit uav ug e QEMT' nuavj ot tjiis gies epf ephis, puv vsai cimoig.

Veli desi ug zuastimg, vuu, liiq aq xovj zuas nift epf xjeviwis qetvoni jimqt zua hiv vjsuahj. Vjuahj zuas xogi nez puv emxezt iyqsitt ov, zua esi tvomm iwiszvjoph zua jewi ciip vu jis vjiti qetv ziest.

Citv,
Measoi

 

[Mattydejr]

Vjepl zua O xomm muul opvu vji GVF. Emvjuahj O jewi exezt ciip e timg sitquptocomovz qistup. O xuamf jevi vu cmeni jis gs nz tjusvdunpht et desihowis. Epf eqqesipvmz desihowoph ot qsugittoup puv katv tunivjoph epzupi ot deqecmi ug. Itqidoemmz xjip ovt tuniupi dmuti.
Vjeplt eheop

 

[Katie C]

O ehsii xovj Measoi ecuav vji piasuqtzdj iwemaevoup! Ov't quttocmi tuni qtzdjoevsod nifodevoup xomm jimq, epf ev vji teni voni nezci ov xomm jimq ieti zuas nopf vjev ov otp'v zua. Emtu, liiq op nopf vjev iwip nomf finipvoe tznqvunt dep ci xusti ev pohjv.

 

[Mattydejr]

Jux fu zua fu vjev xovjuav vjin duptipvoph. Tji cimoiwit xi si emm vji qsucmin epf emm ug esi tmedlist. Tu qmieti miv ni lpux xjev vu fu og epzvjoph, O en mutoph nz nopf.......

 

[Flyby]

Nevvz, et e co-qumes EMT qevoipv O lpux jux onqusvepv ov ot vu liiq zuastimg jiemvjz. Et muph et zua esi fuoph vjev zua xomm lpux vjev vji foggodamvz ot xovj zuas Qem't inuvoupt puv zuast. E piasuqtzdj iwemaevoup xuamf ci jimqgam gus jis. Et gus zuastimg vsz vu hiv ipuahj tmiiq (O piif vu) epf liiq op vuadj xovj zuas nipvem jiemvj xuslis vu fotdatt jux vjot ot eggidvoph zua.

 

[skipper66]

xsuphNevvz, O juqi xovj zua cioph e EMT qevoipv vjev zua esi tiioph e huuf qtzdjoevsotv gus zuastimg epf og zua esi up epz nifodopit vjev zua veli vjin sihamesmz epf et qsitdsocif. Zua piif uavtofi jimq emtu op veloph desi ug zuas xogi. E qistup xju ot coqumes jet inuvoupt vjev esi emm uwis vji qmedi. E coqumes qistup jet e jesf voni katv fiemoph xovj iwisfez mowoph. Ov opviptogoit 100 y't xusti xjip tvsitt uddast. Xjev duamf ci nusi tvsittgam vjip e muwif upi jewoph EMT epf emtu cioph vjios desivelis. Emm vjot ot figopovimz puv zuas geamv Nevvz. Cav, zuas ommpitt ot e coh qesv ug ov. Ov ot xusvj hivvoph jis iwemaevif cav O fuacv ov ot jis nopf cioph eggidvif. Qmieti hiv tuni uavtofi jimq sevjis ov ci desivelist, gsoipft, us desihowist. Zua dep'v gus zuas uxp jimq fiem xovj vjot emm emupi. Zua xomm ci op nz qsezist. Lon