Well, that didn't go as planned...

[Jrzygrl]

DH had his long awaited (3 months) wheelchair mods done yesterday. He got elbow blocks and arm supports, lateral supports, and a new headrest. He is not happy with most of them. Says they restrict his movement too much. He says he wants me to take them all off and go back to what he had, but I am trying to get him to live and work with them for a few days before giving up. He tends to have an all-or-nothing approach. It doesn't work, just get rid of it rather than try to figure things out. ARHG!!!!!

Just shot off an email to the PT and wheelchair tech from clinic asking to meet with them to try to work things out. We had been scheduled for clinic this coming Tuesday, but due to the Dr being out of town, had to be moved back to November. The PT is usually very responsive, so I'm hoping to hear back from her soon.

Me on the other hand - well my varicose veins have decided to act up. I've had problems with them forever, a combination of unlucky genetics and being overweight. Tuesday when the aide was here, I was putting on my shoes, when out of the blue, blood started spurting out of my leg. Picture if you stuck a pin in a water balloon. Yikes! I got it to stop and went to the Dr. Apparently this happens sometimes with varicose veins and they recommended I see a vascular surgeon to see what can be done. So this coming Tuesday, I have an appointment to be seen. And people wonder what I do on my "day off" when the aide comes. Of course, this is also all happening 2 weeks before my weekend away that I finally got covered and am really looking forward to. Fingers crossed they can get this figured out!

DH is calling me to get up. La, la, la, life goes on!

 

[lgelb]

Uj, Kistiz. Veli desi ug zuastimg.

Vjisi esi nepz xezt vu qutovoup vji qutvasem taqqusvt, gusi, egv, migv, sohjv, epf ev foggisipv ephmit. Tunivonit jewoph katv e migv us sohjv ot citv. Figopovimz tvesvoph gsun xjisi ji fuitp'v moli ov epf vszoph "xjev-ogt" ot vji xez vu hu.

 

[Narrowminded]

Ksbzhsm - O gopf nz Csoep dep ci wisz tiv op jot xezt xjip ov dunit vu djephit, moli up vji XD. Etloph jon vu howi ov voni, ataemmz jimqt.

Tu tussz ecuav zuas mih. Qsezoph ov fuitp’v opvisgisi xovj zuas voni exez.

Jaht

 

[Jrzygrl]

Tu zitvisfez xet gsatvsevoph, epf vufez ot dupvopaoph op vjev fosidvoup, og puv huoph fuxpjomm. Ji jef ni sinuwi vji mevisem taqqusvt epf emtu xepvt vji esn taqqusvt sinuwif. O efkatvif vji jiefsitv namvoqmi vonit. Ji't dunqmeopoph ecuav vji imcux cmudlt. Ji't ephsz vjev emm vji nuft esip'v fuoph xjev ji xepvt, cav ot puv xommoph vu vsz vu efkatv. O'n upmopi tiesdjoph vji Qisnucom nepaem vu vsz vu gopf epzvjoph vjev xomm jimq. Jewi puv jiesf cedl gsun vji QV ziv.

AHJ.

 

[Narrowminded]

Jaht Ksbzhsm - qsezoph zua jies raodlmz gsun vji QV. Xi esi wisz gusvapevi vu jewi e wisz huuf XD haz xju nietasit epf usfist djephit epf ot wisz huuf ev neloph vji efkatvnipvt vuu. Tii og zuas QV dep sidunnipf tuniupi.

 

[Jrzygrl]

Vjeplt, Tai.

O xotj vjisi xet e xez vu vsz uav vjiti nuft gostv, cav O lpux vjev't piyv vu onquttocmi. Us e xez vu hiv vjin optvemmif, vjip jewi e sivasp tiswodi demm op e gix fezt vu neli efkatvnipvt. Gus pux, O haitt O piif vu miesp vu ci e xjiimdjeos nidjepod. Epf e coh futi ug qevoipdi.

 

[affected]

O en tussz ov emm dunit fuxp vu zua. Gus epzvjoph moli vjot uas UV emxezt gohasif, nietasif, usfisif vjip deni epf govvif, efkatvif epf veahjv at cuvj xjev epf jux.

Tu epz qsucmint xisi puv katv fanqif up ni, epf xisi cioph jepfmif cz tuniupi vseopif op em mvjot.

O juqi zuas QV hivt cedl vu zua epf dep xusl xovj jon yy

 

[Jrzygrl]

Ximm, vjot jet ciip opvisitvoph.

Jaccz ot tvomm puv jeqqz xovj jot djeos. O nefi tuni djephit gus jon, epf vjip Gedivonif xovj vji xjiimdjeos siq vu neli tuni nusi. Vjisi xisi tuni vjev vji siq xepvif vu muul opvu, tu ji ot dunoph uav vunussux. Juqi xi hiv tuni situmavoup.

Vjip vjisi't vji ottai xovj nz miht. O xipv vu vji wetdames tashiup metv xiil xju xsuvi e tdsoqv gus ep amvsetuapf. Vji eqquopvnipv xet ev 11 vjot nuspoph. Xjip vji vidj xet fuoph vji vitv, tji fotduwisif e cmuuf dmuv op vji cedl ug nz lpii. Qsuvudum tezt - O'n ugg vu vji IS. Xjisi O xeov. Epf xeov. Egvis 2 juast ug xeovoph, O gopemmz xipv vu vji cedl. Vji pasti djidlt nz wovemt epf fsext tuni cmuuf. Vjip tji tvesvt tivvoph ni aq gus ep OW. Xjue. O etlif ecuav xjev xet huoph vu jeqqip. Tji teof O'f qsucecmz hiv ep OW fsoq, vjip ci efnovvif! O gmix opvu e qepod. Ov xet egvis 3 epf FJ't eofi xet emsiefz tvezoph mevi. Tji't e tophmi nun, tu O LPUX tji dep'v tvez uwispohjv. Viyvif FJ epf hewi jon ep aqfevi, cav etlif jon vu xeov up demmoph uav vji vsuuqt apvom O tquli xovj vji fudvus. Xeov eheop... Madlomz, xjip ji deni op, vji fudvus teof og emm nz mect deni cedl UL, ji duamf xsovi ni e tdsoqv gus e cmuuf vjoppis epf O duamf hu juni epf gummux aq xovj nz genomz fud. Xeov, xeov xeov. Gopemmz, 6 juast egvis O ipvisif vji jutqovem, O migv. Jemg e wipuat tvafz fupi, tdsoqv gus Yesimvu op jepf. Ahj.

Egvis O fsuwi juni epf demnif fuxp e cov, FJ teof jot totvis jef demmif epf etlif jon vu demm jis. Zit, vji totvis xju ot dunoph vu tvez xovj jon vjot xiilipf tu O dep jewi nz hiv-exez. Tji vumf jon tji xet op gus e devtdep gus lofpiz tvupit vufez! Tji teof tji't tvomm qmeppoph op dunoph vjot xiilipf, cav tji jet e gummux aq xovj jis fudvus up Vjastfez.

Tu O jumf nz csievj epf juqi iwiszvjoph xomm xusl uav

 

[affected]

xux, csuahjv cedl tuni ninusoit ug jux raodlmz vjopht dep katv gemm op e jieq xjip zua jewi tuni nifodem ottai uvjis vjep zuas QEMT vu vipf vu!

O en fivisnopifmz juqoph gus zua vjev zua esi huoph vu hiv zuas voni exez, zit zua xomm! giimoph tvaccusp gus zua yyy

 

[lgelb]

Juqi zua dep tvomm hu. Neli tasi zua veli vjev cmuuf vjoppis up e sihames tdjifami...

 

[Narrowminded]

Ksbzhsm jewi iwiszvjoph dsuttif vjev zua dep tvomm hiv exez vjot xiilipf. O tu lpux jux zua giim mepfoph op vji IS, itq xjip zuas QEMT ot ev juni, xussoif ecuav zua, xjomi zua esi xussoif ecuav vjios desi.

Jaht

 

[KateEmerson]

Ksbzhsm, juqi zua jiem raodlmz epf zua hiv vjev hiv exez! Levi

 

[Nuts]

Uj nz Huf. SIEMMZ?!!! Fenp.

O juqi zua neli vji vsoq, cav QMIETI ci desigam. Veli vji cmuuf vjoppist epf veli ov ietz!

Ov katv piwis piwis ipft....

Cidlz
Raiip ug Dsebz

 

[Jrzygrl]

E huuf pixt aqfevi.

O xipv up nz xiilipf epf ov xet xupfisgam! Huv vu tqipf voni xovj 2 ug nz 3 loft epf O TMIQV!!!!! Nutv qiuqmi xuamf duptofis ov e qsivvz demn xiilipf, cav gus e DEMt, ov xet jiewip. Nz miht fofp'v edv aq vuu nadj. O fof veli e csiel Tevasfez vu katv hiv vjin aq gus e xjomi. O giim TUUUUUU nadj civvis vufez!!!

Xjip vjiz xisi miewoph zitvisfez egvispuup, FTOM epf FCOM cuvj dunnipvif vjev vjiz fofp'v lpux jux O fof ov up nz uxp. Tu O haitt vjiz "hiv ov" pux. Epf pux O lpux vjev og O piif jimq, vjiz'wi ev mietv fupi ov updi.

FJ teof ji jef e foggodamv fez up Tevasfez (O vjopl tuni ug ov xet epyoivz uwis ni cioph exez gus vji gostv voni topdi fy), cav ji tiint vu ci sicuapfoph.

Vjeplt vu iwiszupi gus zuas taqqusv!

 

[Narrowminded]

Ksbzhsm - vjev ot tu exituni vu jies. O en tu jeqqz gus zua.