kmendsley
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- Feb 19, 2010
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- Highland
Ok...so you all know that oldies song 'It's my party and I can cry if I want to, cry if I want to, cry if I want to...you would cry to if it happened to you." True, this song is not talking about having a terminal disease, but having a cheating boyfriend...but you get my jist. Don't get me wrong...I am happy I made it to my birthday. But never in a million years could you have told me that at 24 years of age, my whole view of life would be turned upside down and I would wonder if the next birthday would come because of a terrible illness. I will have a party today...and will try to forget the dooming future ahead of me and live in the present. But forgive me for ranting, and crying a little...as life sometimes just doesn't seem fair.:?