Good Morning all,
Just rolled out on the back porch and enjoyed all the beautiful wonders of spring. The flowers are blooming, the trees are getting new green leaves, and my grass is no longer dead looking. It's amazing how beautiful God makes things look after such a drab winter. It makes me appreciate having another day to enjoy what I have before me.
Yes, I hurt so bad I could not get out of bed without my wife pulling me, yes the swelling in my legs hurts, and I could focus on so many other negative things that are trying to distract me from the beauty that surrounds me every moment. Life is a wonderful gift and I will enjoy every moment of it, one day, one hour, even one minute at a time.
As our fearless leader AL says, "Live today like tomorrow may never come". By the way thanks for that AL.
To those new to the forum, I know your scared, we all were when we first got our Dx. There are several steps we all go through in the process of having this disease, if you have been to counseling you have already heard them many times. But for the benefit of these who have not they are:
Denial
Bargaining
Anger
Depression / Anxiety / Grief
Acceptance
We each work our way through these at different speeds. We even sometimes back pedal and go through them again at some point. If you get to the end of it, then you have to decide on your attitude about what life you have left.
Your choice can be:
1. Be negative and be miserable until the end, and in the process make all those around you miserable or
2. Have a positive attitude and live one day at a time. Enjoying life each day like it may be your last.
How do you want to be remembered by those around you?
I know it's hard. I know it's painful. I also know God will give you the grace to make it to the end if you will ask Him. May God bless you with special peace this day and each day to come.
If you need any personal help in getting through this, send me a private message and I will be glad to talk with you. Just left click on my name MtPockets and chose personal message.
Here is a hug for the hurting.
God Bless
Capt AL