Buckhorn
Senior member
- Joined
- Jan 3, 2016
- Messages
- 730
- Reason
- Lost a loved one
- Diagnosis
- 12/2015
- Country
- US
- State
- PA
- City
- Small town
Sue, you went thru hell for so long ....... and, with so much strength and dignity, that no one here can really relate to what you feel / what is "normal". You were an amazing care giver of the highest level! You will feel a void and a "lost in the wilderness" kind of feeling for a long time I imagine. Allow yourself time to feel "odd" and lost. I can't imagine how you must feel awash in a life free from ALS, yet struggling to comprehend/embrace your present self. I/we dealt with The Beast for far less time than you did (and from far less involvement/vent free) yet I still find myself caught between relief and dispair. Big hug my CALS sister!