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- Feb 23, 2014
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- Lost a loved one
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- 01/2014
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- NC
- City
- Littleton
Wish, the park sounds lovely. Not having to be the one dealing with poop is lovely, too! Funny you should mention a farewell trip in the van. My sister-in-law and I are making a trip to Ohio soon, to take some things to her best friend, whose husband has ALS. We may take the van to haul everything.
Sue, the increased Lexapro has been a miracle. I didn't want to have to rely on it, but damn, what a difference. Whatever the chemical mechanism that happens with depression and keeps us there, sometimes it's just too much and we really do need help. I used to see depression as a sign of weakness. Boy am I humbled. I'm feeling better already, and the brain fog has lifted. I've accomplished some tasks that I've just been unable to bring myself to address, and that also helps!
I spent Wednesday and Thursday power washing the dock. The weather was beautiful and it felt so good to be outside. Yesterday, I crashed! I was sooo tired, but today I'm good again.
Our girls are coming today. One arrives this morning to take me for an optometry appointment (on a Saturday, courtesy of the VA!), and the other arrives tonight. Tomorrow we are planting grape vines that our local winery is dedicating to Matt. The first fine in the row will have his name on it, and we will be invited each season when they work on the vines. We'll then get to help harvest and receive a bottle of the wine made from those vines for the first two years that they produce.
Sue, the increased Lexapro has been a miracle. I didn't want to have to rely on it, but damn, what a difference. Whatever the chemical mechanism that happens with depression and keeps us there, sometimes it's just too much and we really do need help. I used to see depression as a sign of weakness. Boy am I humbled. I'm feeling better already, and the brain fog has lifted. I've accomplished some tasks that I've just been unable to bring myself to address, and that also helps!
I spent Wednesday and Thursday power washing the dock. The weather was beautiful and it felt so good to be outside. Yesterday, I crashed! I was sooo tired, but today I'm good again.
Our girls are coming today. One arrives this morning to take me for an optometry appointment (on a Saturday, courtesy of the VA!), and the other arrives tonight. Tomorrow we are planting grape vines that our local winery is dedicating to Matt. The first fine in the row will have his name on it, and we will be invited each season when they work on the vines. We'll then get to help harvest and receive a bottle of the wine made from those vines for the first two years that they produce.