Ladyinn
Distinguished member
- Joined
- Apr 7, 2010
- Messages
- 398
- Reason
- PALS
- Diagnosis
- 11/2009
- Country
- US
- State
- South Dakota
- City
- Custer
I am a little confused in addition to feeling lost. The hospice nurse was here this morning and I did nothing but cry. I've done a lot of that lately without good reason. I question my mental state since I've always been able to problem solve and seldom cried.
It's over two years since my diagnosis. I would think that the anger, anxiety, and frustration would have occurred before now. Instead I am now experiencing a feeling of isolation and find myself questioning where the old me has gone. I feel most days like I am just a blob sitting in a powered chair that gets me here and there but that by the end of the day I have accomplished nothing worthwhile.
Reading the different posts on this forum has always helped me see that I am much luckier than many. I am hesitant to post something as silly as my crying. I am on an anti-anxiety pill as well as antidepressant. When I talked to the nurse earlier she said that what I feel is normal and crying is good. She also suggested that I ask others who are ALS patients if they went through the same emotional ups and downs. Thus the reason for this post.
It's over two years since my diagnosis. I would think that the anger, anxiety, and frustration would have occurred before now. Instead I am now experiencing a feeling of isolation and find myself questioning where the old me has gone. I feel most days like I am just a blob sitting in a powered chair that gets me here and there but that by the end of the day I have accomplished nothing worthwhile.
Reading the different posts on this forum has always helped me see that I am much luckier than many. I am hesitant to post something as silly as my crying. I am on an anti-anxiety pill as well as antidepressant. When I talked to the nurse earlier she said that what I feel is normal and crying is good. She also suggested that I ask others who are ALS patients if they went through the same emotional ups and downs. Thus the reason for this post.