Hi Lenore. I tried to write to you last night, but my internet connection went POOF - and so did my post!
I too am sorry you are going thru all of this. I know the drill, for sure. My Dave could also talk (chew, swallow) almost as well as any unaffected person, but his limbs were almost gone, bowels began needing manual assistance months before he passed, and he felt like he had to urinate very often. Sometimes he could sleep throughout the night and have a really huge urinary void (like 20 oz) in the a.m. - other times he would think he needed to urinate quite often with minimal results. Towards the end, it seemed like almost everything in his body was failing except no bulbar symptoms and only mild memory deficits.
What is the issue(s) with the Hoyer lift? Have you gotten a used one via hospice? If so, they need to be pestered ...... maybe shoved to get you one that works! We got ours thru the ALS association. Although it was a loaner it was brand new. I'm thinking you should still be able to get a loaner from ALS even if Brian is on hospice. I hope you get that worked out, as it would enable you to move Brian around more for a change of scenery. Good luck with this, and please tell us what the Hoyer is not doing properly? Maybe we could help? Big HUG!