Jason's Dream
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Well, tonight I went to my first ALS support group. I met two people who had lost loved ones to this horrific disease. One of the things they were noting was that it was unlike any other death they had known. When thier loved one passed, they had told them that they were tired and wanted to go to sleep now, and they went peacefully in thier sleep.
Tonight, out of the blue, Jason said he was tired and ready for bed. Totally not the norm. Broke my heart to hear and has me scared that I just said good night to my sweetheart for the last time. I brought our children in to tell him good night, had them hug and kiss him, and tell him they love him. I kissed him and told him I love him, I always have, I always will, then tucked him into bed, and put the face mask on his face (for his bi-pap machine). My mom is now watching our children in another room of the house, why I sit beside my sweetheart. I don't think I will be sleeping tonight. I am soo scared we said good night my love, for the last time.
If we didn't, nothing hurts in telling your sweetheart and having your little loves tell thier daddy they love him very much. Just really hope I am wrong and that tonight is only good night and not good bye.
Tonight, out of the blue, Jason said he was tired and ready for bed. Totally not the norm. Broke my heart to hear and has me scared that I just said good night to my sweetheart for the last time. I brought our children in to tell him good night, had them hug and kiss him, and tell him they love him. I kissed him and told him I love him, I always have, I always will, then tucked him into bed, and put the face mask on his face (for his bi-pap machine). My mom is now watching our children in another room of the house, why I sit beside my sweetheart. I don't think I will be sleeping tonight. I am soo scared we said good night my love, for the last time.
If we didn't, nothing hurts in telling your sweetheart and having your little loves tell thier daddy they love him very much. Just really hope I am wrong and that tonight is only good night and not good bye.