Jason's Dream
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My attitude stinks, and I have been trying t keep it under wraps.
But the other night, Mom and I didn't agree on some thing and I had quite an outburst!
I have never done that!
Thats never been me!
But I was shouting and crying and honestly.. I don't recognize myself anymore!
I am angry, scared, survivor guilt, parent guilt, overwhelmed, and the obvious.. grieving.
I don't want to be around people, because I am afraid of going off on someone else!
I can't figure out how to get my attitude under control and stop smelling like a horse's a$$!
~ Becca
But the other night, Mom and I didn't agree on some thing and I had quite an outburst!
I have never done that!
Thats never been me!
But I was shouting and crying and honestly.. I don't recognize myself anymore!
I am angry, scared, survivor guilt, parent guilt, overwhelmed, and the obvious.. grieving.
I don't want to be around people, because I am afraid of going off on someone else!
I can't figure out how to get my attitude under control and stop smelling like a horse's a$$!
~ Becca