bigritt
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Is it wrong that I find it almost a blessing my father has FTD with ALS? With my limited knowledge, it sounds as though there is much suffering with ALS as the patient is fully aware of everything going on. My father is now thinking like a child and can't concentrate. He laughs all the time and has very little idea of what is going on. I find this to be a blessing. Am I wrong to think that?
He is still walking himself, dressing himself, and going to the restroom himself. He did ask me to button his pants yesterday and there is no muscle at all in his thumb area. He has muscle spasms all over his body (mostly upper but definitely has some in his thighs). His secretions are getting noticeably worse as he never had to use a cloth before but now carries one on him all the time and uses it constantly.
The upsetting part is I really can't communicate with him. I'll ask him yes/no questions and I'm starting to realize he doesn't even understand them.
It has been exactly 1 year since his first symptoms and I don't think he will be here next year. This is so heartbreaking.
Lastly, what is kind of weird....besides all that is going on and all that he can't comprehend...he's still a typical male at heart because he's always referring in some way to sex. But perhaps that comes with the immaturity he's displaying with the FTD?
Blessings to all of you.
He is still walking himself, dressing himself, and going to the restroom himself. He did ask me to button his pants yesterday and there is no muscle at all in his thumb area. He has muscle spasms all over his body (mostly upper but definitely has some in his thighs). His secretions are getting noticeably worse as he never had to use a cloth before but now carries one on him all the time and uses it constantly.
The upsetting part is I really can't communicate with him. I'll ask him yes/no questions and I'm starting to realize he doesn't even understand them.
It has been exactly 1 year since his first symptoms and I don't think he will be here next year. This is so heartbreaking.
Lastly, what is kind of weird....besides all that is going on and all that he can't comprehend...he's still a typical male at heart because he's always referring in some way to sex. But perhaps that comes with the immaturity he's displaying with the FTD?
Blessings to all of you.