notgivnup
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- Joined
- Nov 8, 2010
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- PALS
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- 11/2010
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Thank you everyone,
I think this is my desert time, I was never alone as long as I had the Father talking to me, but seems even He too is silent, this hurts the most. As far as friends I spent last 10 years working to support myself in a single person office, so never had time to go out and make friends while helping kids with grandchildren also. It's my own fault. I had in past been hurt badly by "friends" I guess I had trust issues ,now I see how fear can have it's revenge....
I think this is my desert time, I was never alone as long as I had the Father talking to me, but seems even He too is silent, this hurts the most. As far as friends I spent last 10 years working to support myself in a single person office, so never had time to go out and make friends while helping kids with grandchildren also. It's my own fault. I had in past been hurt badly by "friends" I guess I had trust issues ,now I see how fear can have it's revenge....