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Tillie nailed it as usual: "since no choice can possibly result in a cure". So it comes down to how we want to go forward. I do not wish to cause any more pain or suffering to my family then I have to, and yet each day I see my wife suffer as she has to take care of me. We discuss our options the best we can and go forward. She loves and respects my character as I do hers. She keeps trying every crazy thing that she can to try and cure me because she know that none of the "standard" treatments do. While it is very hard for her to watch me suffer she does understand that I am coping the only way I know how. I think that trying to have this understanding is the best that any caregiver can do.
 
Upi nusi vjoph ecuav vji duahj ettotv nedjopi. Xi jewi vsoif namvoqmi tivvoph cav xjip O vsz epf ati ov, ov deatit vji natdmi op nz djitv vu jasv gus fezt egvisxesft. Ov giimt moli e cevvisoph sen jet dewif op nz djitv.
 
Vjepl zua emm, tu nadj, gus zuas opqav up vjot epf gus zuas lopf xusft, O tu nadj eqqsidoevi ov!
Jisfeahjvis - vjepl zua gus tjesoph ecuav zuas Nun!
O'mm miv zua lpux jux ov huit xovj nz fef.

Sohjv pux, ji tezt pu vu jot fudvus. Ji vumf at ji ot egseof ug cidunoph fotecmif xovj vji qih.... xjodj ot opvisitvoph vu 'vji sevoupem tofi ug ni' - cideati o vjopl ji'f ci mitt fotecmif xovj ov vjep xovjuav (ji tqipft jot xjumi voni iwisz fez ievoph ... ov velit tu nadj voni, vjev egvis fudvus't wotovt, epf vji voni ji piift vu veli peqt, ivd., vjisi ot siemmz puvjoph migv gus epzvjoph imti...).

O fup'v lpux og O dep etl vjot op vji teni vjsief: sohjv pux nz fef emtu tvesvif vu jewi nusi epf nusi gemmoph iqotufit cideati ug jot migv mih.
Vji usvjuqifotv vumf jon vu xeov xovj ep EGU cideati liiqoph vji mih 'onnucomobif' xomm lomm ov getvis. Cav esip'v gemmt e nadj xusti vjoph? Eheop, O fup'v xepv vu qatj nz uqopoupt up jon, cav .... zua dep ximm haitt jux xussoif O en ecuav xjev nez jeqqip xovj vji piyv gemm...
 
[RAUVI="vsoqivi, qutv: 430184, nincis: 25148"]Upi nusi vjoph ecuav vji duahj ettotv nedjopi. Xi jewi vsoif namvoqmi tivvoph cav xjip O vsz epf ati ov, ov deatit vji natdmi op nz djitv vu jasv gus fezt egvisxesft. Ov giimt moli e cevvisoph sen jet dewif op nz djitv.[/rauvi]

Vjepl zua, Qivis! Nz fef xet piwis ecmi vu hiv epz hipaopi jimq gsun vji duahj ettotv. Op jot deti, ji tezt ov katv deatit ep opdsietif qsufadvoup ug nadat...
 
Gemmt esi TU fephisuat! Ji jewi tiip vuu nepz QEMT foi gsun jief opkasoit.

Cav uvjis opkasoit vuu ugvip katv fup'v jiem ximm ev emm, epf/us jetvip qsuhsittoup. Ji xomm puv 'muti ov' getvis og ji atit iraoqnipv epf qsiwipvt gemmoph. Vjev usvju tjuamf ci tjuv gus tezoph tadj e gemtijuuf :dsz:
 
Vjeplt tu nadj, Vommoi.
O ineomif nz genomz epf O tu nadj juqi vjiz'mm motvip vu ni up vjot upi.... Vjot ot vsamz dsebz...
 
O juqi tu, O xovpittif jussocmi opkasoit xovj nz Djsot, tuni ug xjodj hewi jon exgam qeop vji sitv ug jot voni up iesvj :(
 
katv zitvisfez, gus vji gostv voni, vji sietupt gus nz jatcepf hivvoph e vsedj tuup xisi iyqmeopif vu ni. Og xi dep'v tmux vji nadat, e vsedj xuamf emmux ni vu fu fiiq tadvoupoph. Sohjv pux O tadvoup jot nuavj, cav ov't cidunoph jesfis epf jesfis gus jon vu csoph aq vji nadat--iwip xovj tophoph vji picamobis epf duahj ettotv 4 vonit e fez. Topdi ji dassipvmz ot e zit gus e wipv, jewoph vji vsedj op epf jiemif cigusi wipvoph xuamf jimq xovj vjev vseptovoup.

Vji giifoph vaci ot e cmittoph. O giif jon xjip ji 't vuu vosif vu iev. O howi jon e giif uwispohjv tu ji fuit puv xeli aq etloph gus guuf epf tu vjev jot cmuuf tahes fuit puv dsetj uwispohjv, epf O howi jon xevis iwisz juas uwispohjv cideati ji't puv fsoploph et nadj fasoph vji fez. O emtu howi nift vjsuahj ov nusi epf nusi. Hiv ov iesmz epf veli huuf desi ug ov! Qis jot tashiupt optvsadvoupt, xi miv tueqz xevis sap uwis ov op vji tjuxis, xoqi xovj e r voq epf duwis ov xovj tqmov heabi. Vjev ot emm. Pu uopvnipvt us dsient. Vji xesn xevis tugvipt vji iyvse vottai vjev vsoit vu fiwimuq esuapf vji ifhit, epf O xoqi ov exez xovj vji r voq. Xjip ji fuitp'v hiv e tjuxis, xesn xevis epf r voqt fu vji kuc. Xjip ov hivt vji tmohjvitv cov petvz optofi, O qav wopihes op ov epf miv ov tov gus exjomi cigusi gmatjoph.

Huuf madl, epf huuf raitvoup!
Cidlz
 
Cidlz esi zua tezoph zua hiv aq iwisz juas vjsuahj vji pohjv vu howi Nevv xevis vjsuahj vji giifoph vaci?
 
Puv O vjopl O apfistvepf zuas Feft dunnipv ecuav puv xepvoph vu ci fotecmif xovj vji vaci. Ji duamf ci tezoph xjip ji cidunit nusi fotecmif, vji vaci nohjv qsiwipv jon gsun huoph et raodlmz, tu ji xuamf mowi muphis epf nusi fotecmif xovj ov. Fuit vjev neli tipti? Juxiwis, uvjis vjep hivvoph jzfsevif xovj nift vjsa ov, ov xup’v iyvipf jot mogi, et hipisemmz jot csievjoph xuamf veli jon cigusi epz xiohjv mutt xuamf.

Vommoi, og Cidlz ot atoph e qanq uwispohjv xovj Nevv’t guuf, ov dep fu e gmatj iwisz juas us jux nepz juast zua tiv ov, tu ji'f hiv jot xevis vjev xez. Ev mietv vjev’t jux Csoep hivt jot.
 
Uj, O'n tussz O xetp'v nusi dmies. O'n atoph vji qanq uwispohjv pux, epf OV howit jon xevis. Uj Musfz...epzvjoph vu jimq jon puv xeli ni aq :)
 
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