Narrowminded
Extremely helpful member
- Joined
- Apr 30, 2016
- Messages
- 2,830
- Reason
- Lost a loved one
- Diagnosis
- 07/2007
- Country
- US
- State
- PA
- City
- Pittsburgh
This has been a horrible week. My back went out a week ago Friday. Since then the spasms have come and gone and I've muddled through. I know others here struggle from back issues as well. Another "lovely" side effect of this danged disease.
Yesterday I was feeling pretty good. Headed to the mall to get a gift for a friend who will be moving in a couple of weeks. I was supposed to do that shopping the day my back went out. We were having a dinner for her last night. Well, got to the mall, even noted to myself how decent my back felt. Well that jinked it. Never got the gift, limped back to the car. Struggled to drive home, since its on the right side and pressing on the peddles hurt. Tried using the other leg when I could. Got home and got on the floor to do my exercises and took some tylenol. Thankfully DD was home and why I could go out.
This morning has been rough, much time with the heating pad. Then the switch for DH's tobii broke. Now we are down to the letter board again.
A friend sent a vid via FB. It made me cry. It was an older woman playing a hymn in church on her sax. DH used to play every Sunday. I cried rivers. I miss hearing him play his horn.
I can't stand for long due to my back. I spend some time suctioning him and he wants a different TV channel. Well, he refuses to spell out what he wants with the letter board. I'm trying to go through all the channels. Suddenly I cannot stand any longer.
I'm in tears, I'm hollaring at him because he's being ridiculous. DD comes in and he uses the letter board and spells what he wants right out. My back is spasming and he's being a complete jerk.
I know we will get past this, but I HATE this disease. I hate how, possibly FTD has made him incapable of realizing that he is not the only one who has issues sometimes.
I just needed to vent and to very thankful to have a place where I can do that and others totally get it.
Thank you all for being here.
Yesterday I was feeling pretty good. Headed to the mall to get a gift for a friend who will be moving in a couple of weeks. I was supposed to do that shopping the day my back went out. We were having a dinner for her last night. Well, got to the mall, even noted to myself how decent my back felt. Well that jinked it. Never got the gift, limped back to the car. Struggled to drive home, since its on the right side and pressing on the peddles hurt. Tried using the other leg when I could. Got home and got on the floor to do my exercises and took some tylenol. Thankfully DD was home and why I could go out.
This morning has been rough, much time with the heating pad. Then the switch for DH's tobii broke. Now we are down to the letter board again.
A friend sent a vid via FB. It made me cry. It was an older woman playing a hymn in church on her sax. DH used to play every Sunday. I cried rivers. I miss hearing him play his horn.
I can't stand for long due to my back. I spend some time suctioning him and he wants a different TV channel. Well, he refuses to spell out what he wants with the letter board. I'm trying to go through all the channels. Suddenly I cannot stand any longer.
I'm in tears, I'm hollaring at him because he's being ridiculous. DD comes in and he uses the letter board and spells what he wants right out. My back is spasming and he's being a complete jerk.
I know we will get past this, but I HATE this disease. I hate how, possibly FTD has made him incapable of realizing that he is not the only one who has issues sometimes.
I just needed to vent and to very thankful to have a place where I can do that and others totally get it.
Thank you all for being here.