JenniLee
Active member
- Joined
- Mar 19, 2007
- Messages
- 38
- Reason
- PALS
- Country
- US
- State
- CT
- City
- NORWICH
My hands don't work well, speech just about gone & I walk like Frankenstein. My balance isn't so good, I have to be careful of swallowing certain foods and I have muscle weakness?
Somedays, when the stress of family and spousal problems is too much, I ask God "why not take me now, please?" I feel like I'm useless & wasting away. If I could tell you the animosity among my family and my husband, you would be HORRIFIED!
Then, days like today, I feel a bit motivated and think more positive..."My beautiful 6 year old daughter WILL NOT lose her mother! And I will fight everday and not let itbeat me!"
So friends, there are 2 emotional states and an itemized list of physical difficulties.
In reality, where am I on this ALS road"? Any advice on how to keep going?
Thank you kindly!
Somedays, when the stress of family and spousal problems is too much, I ask God "why not take me now, please?" I feel like I'm useless & wasting away. If I could tell you the animosity among my family and my husband, you would be HORRIFIED!
Then, days like today, I feel a bit motivated and think more positive..."My beautiful 6 year old daughter WILL NOT lose her mother! And I will fight everday and not let itbeat me!"
So friends, there are 2 emotional states and an itemized list of physical difficulties.
In reality, where am I on this ALS road"? Any advice on how to keep going?
Thank you kindly!