Oh so many sad and painful stories here on the forum. Some of us are in the middle of them ourselves.
A bit of good news yesterday from my speech therapist, she said I was progressing slowly considering the amount of swallowing function lost and one half of my esophagus being paralyzed. That is good news.
I just wanted to give you a view from inside the body of one trapped with the ongoing movement of the ALS killing off my nerves and spreading up my torso. Everything below the waist is gone. No purposeful muscle use or movement is left. Now I know what is in store for my arms, hands, neck, etc. I have lost about 75% of the strength in my arms.
What goes through my mind as I consider this? What about when I am locked into this body and can no longer move?
If you go read my User CP, profile Blog, you will see why I have a positive outlook. I have placed my whole life into the care and control of God. When I advance to the point that I am locked in, I can spend more time in prayer for others such as the ones on the forum who are in fear. I understand how that must be, and pray that somehow you find peace in your heart and spirit, not only for your loved ones, but for yourself.
I truly from my heart, ask God to Bless you with peace, for it is only through Him that we can find it while dealing with this horrible disease.
Dx May 11, 2006