- Aug 11, 2007
I went to my appointment yesterday.... Still no help. Doctor wants me to see his superior (his boss.) I told him i was too tired to keep up with all of this, that if he could not give diagnosis there was no sense in seeing his superior. Doc then asked if i wanted to go to Mayo or Hopkins. I said the same thing, and he discouraged me from not going forth with stopping of appointments. He made an appointment for me with his boss. When i told my mother what happened she looked up info about Mayo and wrote me a letter that i received when i returned home. She said she would pay for air fare and everything and that i should go. She said there is one in Jacksonville Fl. At the appointment my husband asked what concerned him the most and the doc said that i have brisk reflexes and clonus in my left ankle, and inability to release grasp. MY biggest problem is seeing my body change from muscle wasting and getting weaker. My emotions are crazy and my bank account empty. I dont think i can go on another journey with a whole new rounds of tests and what not, i am getting so drained. Physically and emotionally. I wish everyone would just let me go.