- Aug 11, 2007
I am at home today and i can barely keep from crying, the crazy thing is it is for no reason..... Well my oldest son is very sociable. He was friends with this one boy who used to hit him and be very mean... My son stopped playing with him and this boy got two of his best friends not to talk to him... So now he is sad about that because he likes to go out and play and play baseball. Now i know this is something every child deals with, i know i did in some way. It just hurts me to the core, i dont understand it. I worry about my kids happiness to the point i fear i will break down and cry in front of others...... This is not normal, my head tells me it is not but my heart hurts so bad.... I love them so much and i want to make sure they have a happy childhood but i know in my head that they have to experience negative things too... I used to have no problem telling them no, but now i want them to be happy and carefree..... My husband does not feel the same as i, i am way more emotional and i think way into the future instead of the matter at hand. He would say "Suck it up!" Does anyonelse feel deep sadness when they think of loved ones not being treated right, even for little things?