Paddy79
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- ARLINGTON
I have a twitch/tremor in my left ring finger and left big toe. It occurs when they resist gravity. I also feel internal sense of weakness and tremor on the left side and pain in my knee and elbow joints. I take Lexapro for health anxiety and have lost weight. My dr's believe weight loss and symptoms are due to anxiety issues.
My fear began when I went to an on-call weekend doctor about the tremor. She seemed alarmed and insisted I see a neuro.
Since, I have seen my usual PCP, neurologist, and then a very respected movement disorder specialist at a top national hospital. I could not reproduce symptoms in offices but showed video of my finger twitching when flexed against gravity and my toe. At each office, was given a neuro physical workup (no other tests). MDS noted slight briskness in reflexes but said it meant nothing in my context. Each neuro and PCP dx'd essential tremor and anxiety-induced tremor. Beta blockers were offered. They basically each told me my issue is anxiety.
Well, sometimes my toe will just shake like a leaf, usually when flexing. Same with finger. Sometimes at rest I'll feel a twinge, restlessness, or jolt. Now I'm having some cramping in my calf and knee and elbow pain, all on left side. I'm so terrified they missed something, because the cramp in calf began after my appt.
I'm ashamed of myself for even worrying about this knowing the suffering of so many. My question is: Should I press for more answers? Does this sound ominous? I am guessing neuro and MDS tested and would know better than I. They did a lot of different exercises and sensation tests, the meaning of which are lost on me.
I have no trouble performing daily tasks; all symptoms are the above. Yet, I feel scared. Thank you for your time.
My fear began when I went to an on-call weekend doctor about the tremor. She seemed alarmed and insisted I see a neuro.
Since, I have seen my usual PCP, neurologist, and then a very respected movement disorder specialist at a top national hospital. I could not reproduce symptoms in offices but showed video of my finger twitching when flexed against gravity and my toe. At each office, was given a neuro physical workup (no other tests). MDS noted slight briskness in reflexes but said it meant nothing in my context. Each neuro and PCP dx'd essential tremor and anxiety-induced tremor. Beta blockers were offered. They basically each told me my issue is anxiety.
Well, sometimes my toe will just shake like a leaf, usually when flexing. Same with finger. Sometimes at rest I'll feel a twinge, restlessness, or jolt. Now I'm having some cramping in my calf and knee and elbow pain, all on left side. I'm so terrified they missed something, because the cramp in calf began after my appt.
I'm ashamed of myself for even worrying about this knowing the suffering of so many. My question is: Should I press for more answers? Does this sound ominous? I am guessing neuro and MDS tested and would know better than I. They did a lot of different exercises and sensation tests, the meaning of which are lost on me.
I have no trouble performing daily tasks; all symptoms are the above. Yet, I feel scared. Thank you for your time.