ruthiep
Distinguished member
- Joined
- Feb 28, 2011
- Messages
- 174
- Reason
- Loved one DX
- Diagnosis
- 01/2011
- Country
- US
- State
- AL
- City
- Enterprise
I never imagined how difficult this journey would be. I joined the forum right after my PALs (a/k/a my husband) was diagnosed and have been pretty diligent in trying to learn and keep up with EVERYTHING about this damn beast of a disease. Call me dumb, but I failed to grasp early-on the emotional and physical toll this would take in our lives!
I honest to goodness cannot ever remember being so drained in my life... the incredibly difficult conversations that we do have and the ones that we need to have that he's refuses to discuss. I'm trying to be proactive about home modifications, etc. and he's in complete opposition to even talk about it. I get the fact that this is "his disease and he will deal with it as he chooses" (as he consistently tells me---which I respect), but darn, THROW ME A BONE!
My heartfelt thoughts and prayers go out to those that have already walked the path I'm traveling--to those that are journeying with me and those that will travel behind me.....this truly stinks!
Hugs to all.
Ruth
I honest to goodness cannot ever remember being so drained in my life... the incredibly difficult conversations that we do have and the ones that we need to have that he's refuses to discuss. I'm trying to be proactive about home modifications, etc. and he's in complete opposition to even talk about it. I get the fact that this is "his disease and he will deal with it as he chooses" (as he consistently tells me---which I respect), but darn, THROW ME A BONE!
My heartfelt thoughts and prayers go out to those that have already walked the path I'm traveling--to those that are journeying with me and those that will travel behind me.....this truly stinks!
Hugs to all.
Ruth